vaa: (LEAD)
happiness is something you remember ([personal profile] vaa) wrote2024-12-01 10:43 am
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so i started [personal profile] vaa after

[profile] grabiellat broke up with me

because now id impressed her a lot

and wanted to make the world better instead



she told me recently that i dont have

to follow everything she says

i realized it with [personal profile] deloric that

i also indulge in oxymorons

was on [community profile] misterpoetrysite (see also

[community profile] backup3) for awhile in the morning

i can never predict when i go to

sleep and even less when i wake up

my computer and brain is breaking down

they are now since saffran related

i dont know how long i

will be able to go on

or when the staff comes

spirit says its not all my fault

i know this day will be

worse than the one before

but i had a 3 day

streak just recently

was i creative then? yes

i learned about centre

style formatting

from music lyric booklets

cant have that here without

putting in the code

myself every time

there is no point

to bitterness

but i realized i am

that myself still

listened to a remaster

of my first favourite mp3

...........im just a person

a single one

theres nothing inherently

special about me

to work on more projects today

to be on social media

cya, and good morning ftam

realized the sun had gone up

im in south facing position

so i dont get to gaze into the sun

i tried that before, wasnt a good idea

the remix sounded better in some ways

and worse in other ways