vaa | (no subject)

my right wing is hurting. can you call it that? i call it that so it makes sense. i dont know the real name.

so i got a new desk and new chair.

it is not perfect.

it is perfect if i did not recieve anxiety.

but i have loads of that.

so its more of a curse.

the grey who gave to me.

i spat at.

so you could say hes false from that moment.

but why get bitter?

i have a really fab large desk and its sturdy and you can move it around.

and a black armchair thats somewhat comfy.

not perfect but hey.

and this armchair hasnt fallen apart yet.

i need to wash more clothes.

can i do it all by hand?

am tired again.

if i smoke a couple of cigs.

THEN i can do housework.

ill try to wash the clothes with the machines

theyve upgraded them

theyre real good quality

i forgot to buy laundry detergent

oh well

still some deterget left in the machines

my laundry time is in 13 hours

a lot could happen until then

sigh

hope im not sleeping then

but theyre understanding until before 8 in the evening

and it depends on which grey is working

which i never know

its less chaotic now

but i get a lot of anxiety

cigs have side effects?

i didnt think of that :(

oh, i get tired if i dont smoke

i didnt think of that.

i tried some working out

i dont know many maneuvers to train your body

since i have damages i need to be careful

at least i can write

i slept with a completely open door

post this on lj instead?

i guess so :(

i just shouldnt make music

when i have FOUR HUNDRED GRAMS

of neuroleptics

per day =(

omg! was just gonna finish up

the new album on soundcloud

so i add the 4 songs

to a playlist

and it says the genre is dream pop!

ogmgomgomgoom!!!!!! ^_____^