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0xb10d107d ([personal profile] 0xb10d107d) wrote in [community profile] owat2025-08-20 10:44 am

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gingerly

in a careful or cautious manner.

isnt that a pretty word! ^____^
samijoe_13 ([personal profile] samijoe_13) wrote in [community profile] addme2025-08-14 03:30 pm

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Name:Sami

Age:30's

I mostly post about:A little of everything I guess.

My hobbies are:Writing, Reading

My posting schedule tends to be: Pretty sporadic.

When I add people, my deal breaker is:If you're only reaching out when you need something, and never reciprocating support or interest in what's going on with me.

Before adding me, you should know: Nothing really. I like to think I'm a pretty laid back person. I'm a good listener and I'd be happy to meet some new people here.

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happiness is something you remember ([personal profile] vaa) wrote in [community profile] quotesquotesquotesdotxls2025-08-14 01:35 pm

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not everything
is about sex
i dont think about
sleeping with
everyone i meet
you can easily be friends
with someone and nothing more
it might develop into love or not
friendship still means more
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happiness is something you remember ([personal profile] vaa) wrote in [community profile] iceyeastpillow2025-08-13 04:29 pm

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The theory of everything

muslims, cats, women, creativity, heterosexuality, perversion, amun ra, the moon, all arrived on earth at the same time

i believe in flat earth, firmament, and globe, at the same time

when you are newborn / sleep, your eyes work at a framerate of 130 000 FPS. what you get beamed with is FORTRAN images. then you are in firmament reality. FORTRAN can be both delightful and horrifying. it can be infinitely slow motion, infinite senses, or just infrared - black background with some red motion around. the most horrible one i saw was lips being protruded with metal very slowly. but i got saved from it. the most wonderful was a series (after eachother) of sexual encounters. this is literally better than dreaming, and worse than nightmares. in firmament reality, anywhere you look, especilly indoors, will turn into theatre. when you get removed from your mother after birth, and put in a separate room, the ceiling will act (look) like a firmament.

many people ive met from latin america seem to have this ability inert. i thought first because they literally have drugs in their DNA, but id rather say its because they lived in the jungle and werent forced into vaccines.

talking about vaccines. like ive mentioned before, without mercury and a plethora of other metals and heavy metals in our bodies, just like tesla, we would become geniouses, be able to heal organs, immortal, superpowers, and be able to fly through the universe.

the thing is, why do people drink alcohol? the same reason they take LSD. that is actually derived from a fungus in bread. and if you didnt know, beer is liquid bread. it is though million times weaker. so you could take LSD 2-4 times per year (this is what they recommend with ibudain in africa), or you could drink 20 beers per friday.

yes, beer is psychedelic, and gives you the superpowers you lost with the vaccines. but it comes at a price, of your soul. and whenever youre not drunk, you turn to a superidiot with shit senses instead. it means that youre never allowed to tell anyone of the wonders of being drunk, beyond "its fun".

timothy leary said "your brain contains 100 billion neurons, whih are all connected to 10000 other neurons".

i also heard he took LSD 73 times. that sounds like an understatement. id rather say its 73 litres, or cubic tons of lsd he took. jimi hendrix actually died from an LSD overdose, yes, he drank it.

to go back to the beginning. muslims didnt arrive that long ago. and notice how they only like living in deserts. why is that? wisdom: "there was a nuclear war in africa only a few 100 years ago".

something even bigger is, if you go out in the woods, have you ever reflected on, that all trees grow straight? yes, literally any tree you find, was actually planted.

where i lived, thankfully, there were some real trees, they had such weird shapes to them, that they looked alive. indeed, they have taught me several magic spells.

but these are 1 in a million. so i wonder. it couldnt have been a worldwide fire. then those trees should have probably burnt down as well. was there some interstellar war between trees and... what, exactly?

so, lets try a simple geneology. im not knowledgable of more than this.

isreal
ashkenazi
ukraine
khazar
scythia
muslim
iran
kurd
christian
jewish
palestine
fenician
egypt
atlantis
annunaki
dragons
tardigrade
octopus

hmm. not quite accurate as i add more. through my own research kurds seem to be oldest. they have the strongest apartheid between the sexes: only married men and women are allowed to touch eachother. in yugoslavia, you only dance together as a group by holding eachother pinkies, so near in time.

but kurds pray down to fire. but to find fire you need burning wood. and vikings (goth / wicca / wica) are older, as rune-writing is based on the look of trees / twigs. so wicca has existed for as long as trees have existed.

heard this the other day: "earth is just 11000 years old".

note: kurds were (among) the first reich, they created the class society in india.

"for a long time, merchant and pirate meant the same thing".

and barbarians (literally, naked-naked, called by greek to the northern men) controlled the seas, or rather, all coastlines. what "wica" means, to hold your ships along "viks".

thus, wicca is even older, as old as water. and one of my parents religions, knivsöder, is based on wicca. it is as old as the african-european-american slave trade.

as for FORTRAN, this would explain why (most) dreams seem like a series of 3d photographs. you only experience them for a short moment. this is basically literally, you were programmed to recieve these. just as bacteria are slaves to us, and have no say in how we act, on a higher level, higher sentience species control us.

the other day i had a strange dream. someone was editing the computer that controls me, and changing figures of various specifics of me by 1 number.

as for flat earth, that was how this started. we were only allowed to dig downwards, like a computer game.

the first sexuality was unfortunately homosexuality. we later got upgrades in our android robot existance, with being able to drink water (this was tears that accumulated in lakes) and being able to pee, and then having the abiltity to eat eachothers corpses, and then the ability to poo.

so, we discovered pleasure: using our pee aparatus to penetrate eachothers poo aparatus.

1 eye cries saltwater, while the other eye cries colloidial goldwater. as millions or even billions years passed, as this water went further underground, and atmospheric pressure, gold ore was created.

maybe this was literally first a computer game. same as one of the first computer games, even before pong, was astroids. as everyones that ever been drunk or high knows: then you affect your reality. thus, drinking a few beers when you heard the asteroid belt is approaching earth, means, if you play it good, you will save earth from destruction.

the first game, figuring one of the first countries was sweden, was runescape. literally in swenglish it translates to run-e-escape, spring-digital-utväg, run-digital-exit.

the game close to this was quake. as it is an emulation of the drugs dakotas reality. quake 2 was annunaki.

as has been told, dakota takes to you a reality, that is just like this one, but everything is brown. as you go outdoors, you will see bodies literally stacking up to the clouds.

if you die here, the annunaki will take you on a spaceship, and mix your flesh with metal, in sick experiments.

something interesting happened after my suicide attempts. they were supposed to do surgery on my back. i was taken very low underground. first in an elevator several elevations down. then they put an engine on my bed and it went even lower. there the ceiling seemed to be barely a meter? i could almost touch it. it was painted with the image of earth. and... i remembered this from when i was new-born.

now, it is said, that left-handedness, in 12.5% of the cases, makes you more creative. maybe. but id take it further: without the toxoplasmos parasite, it is impossible to be creative. and it is also very difficult to be sexual. and with this sexuality also comes perversion.

as i learnt last year, the heavier and more drugs you take, the more perverted you become. literally, the OCD of the demons controlling the silly-strong dip i took, instructed me to eat my own shit, and enjoy it. id had some rough periods that last month or 3, but that was it, then i stopped abusing dip.

best thing that ever happened to me, both taking it, and quitting it. and what was even better? unfortunately, the third sting of the corona vaccine, this (2025) year actually. i was already an infinity engine, but as it gave me a bloodclot, i woke up in the hospital without pain and suffering.

this goes on to this day. i havent counted it, but i think im almost 3 months now without ANY medication whatsoever! after both of my suicide attempts, i had several injections and 20 pills per day!

they just poison you with however much theyre able. and if youre not a freethinker, if you dont look up the side-effects online, you are stuck in that hellscape until you die. and even then, you have to fight the somatic and psychiatric doctors, and also the nurses and staff of where you live, to even reduce one medication by 1mg.

so, with earth starting as flat earth, with nothing but male homosexual androids (android means originally "male"). when they burried the first mummy, something amazing happened. eventhough the strongest thing in the universe is supposedly sunlight, traveling at 300 000 km/s, gemstones, eventually created underground from various things the androids bodies created over very long time periods, are more advanced than this. salt-stones, the most advanced, update themselves 3000 times faster than light. so the mummy freed the android slaves. thus egypt is one of the oldest cultures in the world.

after this maybe the indus valley came to be. it had no rulers and no gods. or maybe it was before. the particular thing about india, the wisdom they recieved, was from butterflies. they cultivated and ate their silk and even their flesh. as recent research shows, butterflies have no colours whatsoever, they mixture with quantum mechanics to fool us into thinking they are more radiant than the rainbow.

so, with muslims having some sort of war with trees? and africans? and australian aborigines? and who knows how many species. they also brought cats, as cats are allowed in mosques. as anyone knows, cats act very "feminine", their species is literally called "felines".

thus without cats we would turn japanese. working themselves to beyond slavery, with almost no free time, or shapes. supposedly, if your body doesnt get idione, a nutrient only available from the sea, you get bigger penis, hips, buts, breasts, cheeks, everything.

and with people whining about jews, i have to ask them, have you ever seen japanese porn? or rather, listened to it? the female pornstars sounds like children, or even younger than that. who are the most perverted then? and its literally only rape porn. (ref tentacle rape)

now, with the moon controlling female menstruation, we also have to take into account that the dyson sphere around this second sun, might not have been put in place more than a few thousand years ago.

there are hieroglyphs depicting dinosaurs, or as they were called before 1850: dragons. even humans riding on smaller t-rexes. and you really have to wonder about their small hands, would be perfect to use a conjuring stave, or a smartphone?

thus, the real perversion is heteorosexuality, and with cats being required to achieve heterosexuality, and drugs needed to "put us" in the mood, perversion is a requirement for sexuality. thus the for unlawful carnal knowledge, a rule put out by the church, "missionary position", might have been for the better. what isnt more enjoyable than having sex while looking at the pleasure on your lovers face?

this goes for creativity as well, or rather, the VMAT2 "god" gene. after my first suicide attempt, the doctors forced me into pills to remove some very hardly bacteria / virus. but these strong illnessses, are actually the cause for creativity. it took me 1 whole year to write a single poem afterwards, until i accidentally drank in a cup from my parents sommer cottage, which included some mouse poo, and thus, the toxoplasmos parasite.

and not just perversion, pain as well. without mental or physical pain, you cannot be creative. just look at me. i used to write several of these essays, or various other text genres or music or photoshops, and now its been a dry spell since i got the bloodclot.

one note is that this has happened before. nutboll i, i mixed coffee grind with fun light undiluted, several litres / kilos, and then i felt like myself, could create again.

one side-effect of this, is i reached such a high level of conciousness, that i could only listen to very fast music. this left me with speedcore, which is really dumber than mainstream techno nowadays, if that isnt dead and buried already. and i ended up with one single acceptable song.

sunhiausa - nothingness. i listened to this for one whole month, i would have listened longer, but wouldnt you know, then i seemingly summoned the continuation of the ukraine war.

"now i am become death, the destroyer of worlds"
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happiness is something you remember ([personal profile] vaa) wrote in [community profile] iceyeastpillow2025-08-13 04:28 pm

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lilith / lea was the first woman on earth.

she didnt fancy adam.

the annunaki didnt have any

more karma credits (aka gold)

so he had to wait 5000 years for eve.

ever since they have shittalked lilith.

she is the antimoon.

adam himself had to work as a miner on earth.

except no gold existed.

it only happened after he pissed.

but no seas existed.

so he had to cry.

but to cry you would have to be lonely.

and he had no tools to mine with

so he ripped off a ribcage bone
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happiness is something you remember ([personal profile] vaa) wrote in [community profile] sceneart2025-08-12 06:22 pm
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happiness is something you remember ([personal profile] vaa) wrote in [community profile] theinternet2025-08-12 06:15 pm

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well, youtube stats are real nice. 15 hours in total people have

listened to my stuff? cool. i wish normal videos got as many

views, but some shorts get 400-800% listening time.

my most popular at 800 or so (its more but thats me listening)

has 130% listen time. so short vids are sort of democratic.

i mean i dont very often look through a whole vid.

sorta sucks for those who produce them
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happiness is something you remember ([personal profile] vaa) wrote in [community profile] owat2025-08-12 09:23 am

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swear of the day

durability

suno censors this word

or was it just the word combination?

we value your durability

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/a89YyXOA74o
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happiness is something you remember ([personal profile] vaa) wrote in [community profile] quotesquotesquotesdotxls2025-08-12 02:28 am

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one of the reasons i came to individual music (in all its various forms) is that the music never judges me. it doesnt say "you must like this, because that is its purpose". no, because real music goes beyond appreciation and mere "liking". it is an involvement. and that is something that companies cannot package nor produce.
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happiness is something you remember ([personal profile] vaa) wrote in [community profile] quotesquotesquotesdotxls2025-08-11 06:45 pm

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I hate it. It's better to fade away like an old soldier than to burn out. If he was talking about burning out like Sid Vicious, forget it. I don't appreciate the worship of dead Sid Vicious or of dead James Dean or dead John Wayne. It's the same thing. Making Sid Vicious a hero, Jim Morrison – it's garbage to me. I worship the people who survive – Gloria Swanson, Greta Garbo. They're saying John Wayne conquered cancer – he whipped it like a man. You know, I'm sorry that he died and all that – I'm sorry for his family – but he didn't whip cancer. It whipped him. I don't want Sean worshiping John Wayne or Johnny Rotten or Sid Vicious. What do they teach you? Nothing. Death. Sid Vicious died for what? So that we might rock? I mean, it's garbage you know. If Neil Young admires that sentiment so much, why doesn't he do it? Because he sure as hell faded away and came back many times, like all of us. No, thank you. I'll take the living and the healthy.
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happiness is something you remember ([personal profile] vaa) wrote in [community profile] 365project2025-08-11 06:09 pm

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yeah. so. selfie check. dont expect anyone to say anything about my looks ever again

except that im like a woman. and that was never a problem before, but now it is?

when i changed my middle name from ove to emma in 2019, people stopped asking

"are you male or female?" both online and offline, no matter what account name

i had even if i didnt have an avatar. so now thats come back stronger and worse.

i had some parameter error in both the length of my hair and fingernails

to be easily identifiable as a good masturbation target for women.

thus they hired gay guys in droves. just for them to say "tomas" repeatedly.

one guy managed like 20 times in 1 minute. why? the junkie hivemind

works in mysterious ways.

so, cut my nails direcly afterwards. the spam reduced a lot but not enough.

i mean, what is so insultive about red hair? that they have to invent an insult

for it? which if i fight it back, it devolves to something worse? i mean, looking

at it, its not the strongest colour ive seen in others. its a mix of brunette blonde

orange and some gold. if i tan my hair sorta looks blonde. it just depends on the setting.

if anything, im light brunette. never heard an insult towards them. and if they wanna get

insulted by my supposed glow, why doesn platina blonde gauge their eyes out? yeah. because

everyone is like that. but i do remember doing an hdr pic, my hair did look aglow then. but

for normies who are hung over (all the time basically) that would never be positive. its like

the feedback effect on your ears. it literally cuts into your eyes. yeah. and the longer hair

i have, the more carrot top / rödtopp / toppen / perfekt / ok (???) spam i get. its funny with

some staff, they are literally logarithmical. one i knew how shed react to some input. another

one i figured earlier what the "objectives" she was given to fuck me up. humanity is gone.

because its never existed. reality world planet earth is a badly engineered computer game

with passable UX and flawed LLM based AI. what did that L acronym mean there? well, they only

do LLMs for popular occurances. so its like an evolvement of morph landscapes, but applying it

to people instead. thus, for years, ever since i can remember, i happen to be at the same level

as people who like wellness spam. ive never ever done that. social media overflows with it. and

not just that. ads as well. and people i follow for some reason, they all pretend they have

something to say, but its just so they can eventually spam "think of here and now and take

a deep breath". yeah. uh. very primitive religion there. thats it? thats worse than christianity.
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happiness is something you remember ([personal profile] vaa) wrote in [community profile] sceneart2025-08-08 02:21 pm

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dZvYtSmkJMc&list=PLvf41E1k8S56o9VrhsFCAmVrRl-tDULJZ

that just sounds amazing. zx spectrum music.

1bit square waves and 1bit noise. thats it.

a very distinct sound.
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happiness is something you remember ([personal profile] vaa) wrote in [community profile] sceneart2025-08-08 02:05 pm

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=evkJzwQgAJU&t=1048s


well, wouldnt you know. oldschool vga point and click adventure game with ai graphics.
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happiness is something you remember ([personal profile] vaa) wrote in [community profile] sceneart2025-08-08 01:53 pm

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https://x.com/PixelLabAI/status/1951311472300081228

oh, a supposed game made with just ai pixel art generation.
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happiness is something you remember ([personal profile] vaa) wrote in [community profile] sceneart2025-08-08 01:39 pm

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and as for pixel art and ai slop, can you tell which one this is?

lots of copyright me, or pixellab.ai, since i havent payed.

it took like 20 generations though. and after awhile i used some

other feature, where it ignored the prompt. but the quality did

improve.

anyway, you would have to check the pallete. the one before i

reduced from 50 colours to 16. but this one upped it to 30?

dumb that you cant specify a palette. but only a few years ago

ai of people looked like horror images. its improved a lot.

so lets hope in the future well not just have tailored ads

made from our deep data profile, but tailored computer games.
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happiness is something you remember ([personal profile] vaa) wrote in [community profile] sceneart2025-08-08 01:07 pm

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1vgQABeETww

so just did a vid on that.

anyway. very interesting.

old games, even nintendo ones, use palette shifting.

i think since we got windows 95 that isnt supported anymore.

im sure it is available at lots of wasted CPU cycles though.

but this used basically no processing power, since it just

changed around the palette location, 256 colours or less.

couldnt fit any good one of that. this is the closest.

excuse the annoyance. and if you dont like epilepsi, dont look.



anyway, the orig link is real beautiful. woulda made an awesome

screensaver, or when people used tiny screens to show their

amateurish familt album photos.

anyway, pixellab.ai is so cool. wish i could buy the payed version.

but ai auto game making has a long way to go. but i wish it evolves.

the latest generators can make games like atari 400 (even before c64)

basically higher res, but just 2 animation frames, 1 enemy, you can

jump on platforms, thats it. i mean if you could automake games, id

surely go back to gaming. it does mention the framerate in the video

going up to 50. whats interesting is even vga (320x240 256 colours)

easily supported 50/60 fps. but not many games used it. i wondered

awhile back why they didnt make a high framerate pixel art game.

well, theres a new terminator sidescroller which has that. so. neat.

oh, wanting to find genuine art online, digital one, is difficult

nowadays. at least newly made stuff. searching for "photoshop" doesnt

give much good results. but pixel art does. when i tried it recently

on twitter, everyone used the tag #noai. anyway, this was drawn on

a commodore 64. real neat. notice it has varying pixel sizes. a surely

unique look.



and this guy doesnt go nuts on detail. or maybe thats the limitation.

still, unique style.
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Name: April Lynn Jolley

Age: 45

My posting schedule tends to be: daily/weekly/monthly/sporadic/etc Mostly sporadic. I may post 2 or more times a day or I may post monthly. It just depends on how I feel.

I mostly post about: All my workout routines, everyday things, random thoughts: some silly, some serious, my thoughts and emotions, politics.

My hobbies are: Being with my husband and baby cats, being with my mom and family, cats, working out, taking and posing in pictures, Psychology, fashion & beauty, horror movies & books, crime shows, the paranormal, fantasy movies & books, mystery movies & books, playing cards, playing board games, Facebook, journaling, ChatGPT, photo edits, graphics, digital design, edits, anime, Unicorns, scrapbooking, Stephen King, Agatha Christie, dancing, writing, poetry, reading, indie rock, pop, and alternative.

I'm looking to meet people who: Are open-minded, liberal, thoughtful, intelligent and loyal I like people who have a sense of individuality. I love expression and anything awkward and imperfect, because that's natural and that's real. ♥
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My posting schedule tends to be: daily/weekly/monthly/sporadic/etc I post mostly sporadic entries. I might most 2 times a day or I may post monthly. It just all depends on how I feel.

When I add people, my dealbreakers are: Homophobia, racism, sexism, judgmental people, really rude and stupid people. People who can't agree to disagree.

Before adding me, you should know: That I've had MS for over 25 years now. That makes my life incredibility hard at times but we all have our cross to bear. I'm very friendly, but I am sarcastic and have a dark, morbid sense of humor. I can get depressed at times. If you comment on my entries, I'll comment back. ♥
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happiness is something you remember ([personal profile] vaa) wrote in [community profile] specialolympics2025-08-07 06:30 pm

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awesome. met my quota. got blocked. 18:38.

seriously though, im tired of this world.

i wrote to someone else on twitter a few minutes prior that im my own master.

obviously she didnt see it. its just the annunaki not putting effort.

all they can do since mid may is the black magic lvl 1 mirror command.

or rather, negative karmic reversion. its getting tiring.