Jan. 5th, 2023
went on a trip with miss tall dark and handsome. some blue sweatpants (non-karolinska) dress shirt thin socks and a wonderful emphatic lady <3 it took almost exactly 30 mins. i talked for about 97% of the time. theres just no stopping! ^______^ except for the countess <3 i realla wanna call her up see how shes doing :( but mobiles arent good for me.
i got some anxiety after half of the walk. but it passed. i get to a higher frequency. so, hey. i had harder time talking but i still did talk.
i have about 8 packages of cigs at home. dunno how that happened.
and i should really switch to cigarillos. or the world ends in a year, so it doesnt matter haha.
the walk felt like a moment. we passed by the grown sunflowers, they had obviously decayed now </3 oooh! drinking some lukewarm (keep in mind my apartment is uaually WAY below roomtemperature) water and it tastes sweet! its been so long... = * ) so. taking care of the household, finally. and taking care of my body and mind. and trying to make tracey happy. and make bella and tessan and natti and rhiannon and kirin, well, to ackowledge their existance. since i dont meet them =( "to please not forget that there was not much time left" - xxxxxx @ devart read by imperfect aka g33kch1c im so spoiled omg!
i got some anxiety after half of the walk. but it passed. i get to a higher frequency. so, hey. i had harder time talking but i still did talk.
i have about 8 packages of cigs at home. dunno how that happened.
and i should really switch to cigarillos. or the world ends in a year, so it doesnt matter haha.
the walk felt like a moment. we passed by the grown sunflowers, they had obviously decayed now </3 oooh! drinking some lukewarm (keep in mind my apartment is uaually WAY below roomtemperature) water and it tastes sweet! its been so long... = * ) so. taking care of the household, finally. and taking care of my body and mind. and trying to make tracey happy. and make bella and tessan and natti and rhiannon and kirin, well, to ackowledge their existance. since i dont meet them =( "to please not forget that there was not much time left" - xxxxxx @ devart read by imperfect aka g33kch1c im so spoiled omg!
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Jan. 5th, 2023 05:06 pmok made a really tasty tortilla pizza mincemeatsauce vΓ€sterbottencheeze banan garlic tomatopurΓ© waiting for it to cool down this should be great <3 will try nanbread tomorrow if i got cash left :( more bread dont get satiated much afterwards you dont get fat nor acidic stomache from bread bread is alcaline like beer beer is just liquid bread its the butter which acidifices and makes bread unhealth its called butter acids afterall smΓΆrsyra <3 hey awesomeness!
someone knew
Jan. 5th, 2023 08:28 pmso. met someone wonderful. she blocks people like mr >. she removed her post now (and my words as well obviously) and i guess i should leave her alone. shes probably blocked me as well. there are broken people out there. some of them break other people. but they break themselves the most. because they got broken, long ago. and they use any drug to forget. but it still doesnt pass. these are the worst so called people in the world. i know, im one of them, tessan is one of them, a lot of people are one of them. but i know tessan is the one, so it doesnt matter <3 = * )