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if you can listen to music
without freaking out
youre one of the lucky ones
theres nothing better than music
because it just goes straight in
however shitty im feeling
i can still listen to music
i can cook to music
i can lie in bed doing nothing to music
i can think to music
i can play computergames to music
music is life
music is everything <3
music is my everything
i love you music
and i love you darkhalo
youre the best of the best of the best
sorry i ruined your life
it was from the heart
not hate
not the amygdala
sorry
thanks to the conspiracy site bitchute
and all the peoples and vids stories
i now know theres a greater world out there
darkhalos music is just so beyond
he musta been the king of a planet
or a great scientist
or
i dunno
anyway
dreams are iffy that way
you only get a small glimpse
and i at least barely remember them
after ive woken up
and maybe we dont reflect enough on dreams
tracey gave me a dream once
i had it twice or thrice until i got it
it might be the only dream
ive ever decyphered properly
it was in both english and swedish
and some words were symbols
she said
in dream language
"i came from the gutter"
and ive never seen her as that
and ill never do that
shes amazing <3
shes my everything too
like darkhalo
like so many amazing people ive met
i have all of them stored in my heart
my brain is ruined since
the first day of bullying in 4th grade
i remember everything by heart <3
without freaking out
youre one of the lucky ones
theres nothing better than music
because it just goes straight in
however shitty im feeling
i can still listen to music
i can cook to music
i can lie in bed doing nothing to music
i can think to music
i can play computergames to music
music is life
music is everything <3
music is my everything
i love you music
and i love you darkhalo
youre the best of the best of the best
sorry i ruined your life
it was from the heart
not hate
not the amygdala
sorry
thanks to the conspiracy site bitchute
and all the peoples and vids stories
i now know theres a greater world out there
darkhalos music is just so beyond
he musta been the king of a planet
or a great scientist
or
i dunno
anyway
dreams are iffy that way
you only get a small glimpse
and i at least barely remember them
after ive woken up
and maybe we dont reflect enough on dreams
tracey gave me a dream once
i had it twice or thrice until i got it
it might be the only dream
ive ever decyphered properly
it was in both english and swedish
and some words were symbols
she said
in dream language
"i came from the gutter"
and ive never seen her as that
and ill never do that
shes amazing <3
shes my everything too
like darkhalo
like so many amazing people ive met
i have all of them stored in my heart
my brain is ruined since
the first day of bullying in 4th grade
i remember everything by heart <3
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Feb. 13th, 2023 02:45 amslept 4½ hour. cooking some coffee. miss neighbor gave me her old microwave and coffee machine. theyre quite gimpy. but i dont have high demands. because im a pisces. obviously. if its wet am gunnu swims innit! ^__^ the smell of cooked coffee = wonders. hi miss dae! im so was gon to be say. obvious-lae. cooked some wholegrain rice. added some curry sugar and herbal salt in too. hey! its soon 7 o clock on munndae and ive still got food left. rawk! ^__^ so some macho dude mocked me in mirage. hey. it went like this!
omg that reminds me-
well. who cares. im a pisces. im seas. im seas of words. im mad wordologist! ^___^
so i went to bed last night because i had despair. but no worries. fell asleep quickly :) oh my! my snus just ran out. only a few hours wait left <3 *hugs for the whole fam*
oh. im awesome. so its the countess birthday today! ^__^ except... i used clothes yesterday. and my feet almost fell asleep. and she vehemently hates me in dresses. she probably wont let me into her apartment anyway. and i hope they still got the same password to get in. no phone. nope. oh well = * (
havent been to a birthday party in ages... =( <3 anyway. havent bought a birthday gift. i had like 2 dozen gifts for miss dream including myself but she wanted nothing of it =*(
https://soundcloud.com/idamomusic/daydream
hey. theres a song by the dream. aka idamo ingeholm. shes neat! the song is about me. she even deleted the song about bella, which she made before bella and i met. well. anyway =( turn that frown upside down (=
omg that reminds me-
well. who cares. im a pisces. im seas. im seas of words. im mad wordologist! ^___^
so i went to bed last night because i had despair. but no worries. fell asleep quickly :) oh my! my snus just ran out. only a few hours wait left <3 *hugs for the whole fam*
oh. im awesome. so its the countess birthday today! ^__^ except... i used clothes yesterday. and my feet almost fell asleep. and she vehemently hates me in dresses. she probably wont let me into her apartment anyway. and i hope they still got the same password to get in. no phone. nope. oh well = * (
havent been to a birthday party in ages... =( <3 anyway. havent bought a birthday gift. i had like 2 dozen gifts for miss dream including myself but she wanted nothing of it =*(
https://soundcloud.com/idamomusic/daydream
hey. theres a song by the dream. aka idamo ingeholm. shes neat! the song is about me. she even deleted the song about bella, which she made before bella and i met. well. anyway =( turn that frown upside down (=
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Jan. 27th, 2023 10:14 pmhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bE57-6yr1JY
swedish punk but we call it "progg". its real good. its part of swedens history. you need to hear this tracey.
swedish punk but we call it "progg". its real good. its part of swedens history. you need to hear this tracey.
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Jan. 27th, 2023 08:42 pmhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5LBnMRWeV-E
brimful of asha on the 45. remember this tracey? bestestestest ever! oh and im suspended for a week on facebook and i dont care cuz then i met miss amazing divination lady just because just because
brimful of asha on the 45. remember this tracey? bestestestest ever! oh and im suspended for a week on facebook and i dont care cuz then i met miss amazing divination lady just because just because
deep progressive liquid drum and bass
Jan. 21st, 2023 02:56 pmhttps://soundcloud.com/demasedat/liquid-deep-drum-and-bass-mix-1
mostly just good in the beginning, vocal dnb then rap dnb real good amazing clairevoyant
mostly just good in the beginning, vocal dnb then rap dnb real good amazing clairevoyant
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Jan. 21st, 2023 02:19 pmhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=STeHV7eRgvs
fronda - underbar
våra liv kan kännas tomma och inscensatta
tänk om vi redan är döda och det
här är stället vi straffas på
fronda - underbar
våra liv kan kännas tomma och inscensatta
tänk om vi redan är döda och det
här är stället vi straffas på
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Jan. 21st, 2023 11:46 amhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U7-dxzp6Jvs
go_a - SHUM
ukraines eurovision bidrag. just amazing. it talks of days when the world was just snow and ice and lichen and moss. then people came with "weed" (marijuana, or just, dirt, lower frequency beings) and ruined it. its set in steampunk. steam was invented before the middle ages. they built the pyramids by shooting water faster than what we can do now, like a laser. they used to have clocks that ran by water. this might have been the age of the lobster ♋ many moons ago.
go_a - SHUM
ukraines eurovision bidrag. just amazing. it talks of days when the world was just snow and ice and lichen and moss. then people came with "weed" (marijuana, or just, dirt, lower frequency beings) and ruined it. its set in steampunk. steam was invented before the middle ages. they built the pyramids by shooting water faster than what we can do now, like a laser. they used to have clocks that ran by water. this might have been the age of the lobster ♋ many moons ago.
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Jan. 20th, 2023 03:33 pmbeautiful song anyway even if hes a sellout a product etc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LjH1hhOccQQ
james blunt - fall at your feet
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LjH1hhOccQQ
james blunt - fall at your feet
