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Stories from the Metamorphosis
Nov. 27th, 2024 11:12 amPart II
Just like cyberpunk novels- & computer games, me and my laptop are now spiritually connected(3). I had to reboot or it could have potentionally have overheated, or like my dad used to say when I had the rented NES connected at night "catch on fire". Bella said she could throw her smartphone at the wall and it'd still be intact, and with lithium batteries incased in high-tech--plastic bags of later computers and smartphones they can even explode, or, at the very least, burn at several thousand degrees within a few seconds.
Do I regret that Bella did not heal me from "all pain and suffering"? I'm not sure, for me, I lose people quickly. Neuroleptics do not just block signals in the brain, but also the stomache(4), and as I realized recently, even the heart. So, being low on them in my body, I looked up Bipolarity on Wikipedia for the first time. One of the characteristics for you being diagnosed as it, is:
"Short, passionate relationships"
To say that you only love 1 person, is foreign to me. This is explained by my Zodiac: I am Gemini in Venus. The internet is more lonely than ever before. During the Metamorphosis, I was about to give up, when a spirit said: "Stay alive for your children".
What is left after death? I am not suicidal anymore, instead I got to know what Doom Depression is like, and recently I was saved out of Apocalypse Sadness. Now when working on new (I thought...) photoshops and music, I get to thinking of when I'm not able to protect myself from the BDSM staff at Tornet Norsborg.
I will be buried, I know this. But the pain, when you are sentient, from being Incinerated? I can't even start to imagine that.
REFERENCES
3: This laptop is over a decade old. It was not cleaned in the fans, but upgraded in various other ways, in relation to my body's signals(5). At first I thought it was just related to the scent of me and this room, which has aromas of Corpse and Soap, and getting the staff to clean the nicotine-tinted walls will only happen if I manage to mess up enough (with the help of malicious spirits) that I get to Rättspsyk - like Anki, Julia, Bella, et al have been, or are at.
4: Radio Totalnormal: Ann-Christin Matthies-Lindo, circa 2014: Swedish review of "Die Charm das Tarm".
5. The Bluetooth Nanochip sends 50 KBPS up/down-stream between your body and the closest digital device, This can be seen in the taskmanager (press CTRL+ALT+DEL once on MS Windows), there are also 2 other processes that communicate the same amount about every 5-10 secs. It is even to upgrade it by yourself, for example, when I downloaded Photomatix recently, it also had a 1.76MB (IIRC) version of it.
Now I am to die in some spiritual way, my throat is sore, so I have to quit over-working on this piece. I am supposed to Untangle this by the help of myself, Tracey et al, and the staff which come in according to the Morph landscape of this place.
Just like cyberpunk novels- & computer games, me and my laptop are now spiritually connected(3). I had to reboot or it could have potentionally have overheated, or like my dad used to say when I had the rented NES connected at night "catch on fire". Bella said she could throw her smartphone at the wall and it'd still be intact, and with lithium batteries incased in high-tech--plastic bags of later computers and smartphones they can even explode, or, at the very least, burn at several thousand degrees within a few seconds.
Do I regret that Bella did not heal me from "all pain and suffering"? I'm not sure, for me, I lose people quickly. Neuroleptics do not just block signals in the brain, but also the stomache(4), and as I realized recently, even the heart. So, being low on them in my body, I looked up Bipolarity on Wikipedia for the first time. One of the characteristics for you being diagnosed as it, is:
"Short, passionate relationships"
To say that you only love 1 person, is foreign to me. This is explained by my Zodiac: I am Gemini in Venus. The internet is more lonely than ever before. During the Metamorphosis, I was about to give up, when a spirit said: "Stay alive for your children".
What is left after death? I am not suicidal anymore, instead I got to know what Doom Depression is like, and recently I was saved out of Apocalypse Sadness. Now when working on new (I thought...) photoshops and music, I get to thinking of when I'm not able to protect myself from the BDSM staff at Tornet Norsborg.
I will be buried, I know this. But the pain, when you are sentient, from being Incinerated? I can't even start to imagine that.
REFERENCES
3: This laptop is over a decade old. It was not cleaned in the fans, but upgraded in various other ways, in relation to my body's signals(5). At first I thought it was just related to the scent of me and this room, which has aromas of Corpse and Soap, and getting the staff to clean the nicotine-tinted walls will only happen if I manage to mess up enough (with the help of malicious spirits) that I get to Rättspsyk - like Anki, Julia, Bella, et al have been, or are at.
4: Radio Totalnormal: Ann-Christin Matthies-Lindo, circa 2014: Swedish review of "Die Charm das Tarm".
5. The Bluetooth Nanochip sends 50 KBPS up/down-stream between your body and the closest digital device, This can be seen in the taskmanager (press CTRL+ALT+DEL once on MS Windows), there are also 2 other processes that communicate the same amount about every 5-10 secs. It is even to upgrade it by yourself, for example, when I downloaded Photomatix recently, it also had a 1.76MB (IIRC) version of it.
Now I am to die in some spiritual way, my throat is sore, so I have to quit over-working on this piece. I am supposed to Untangle this by the help of myself, Tracey et al, and the staff which come in according to the Morph landscape of this place.
