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hi miss dae. like ive figured like lots talking on the phone is bad to me. just being near a phone is bad for me. but i never learn :( i hope youre alright. as alright as can be :( <3 origins are interesting. im using the last name "biberg" on facebook because it was grandmas maidenname. it sounds beautiful. a mountain of bees? whats THAT? sorry i dont update as much as before :\ im on other sites now..... gaming is lonely and useless. oxes always work they dont know anything else.

hey check out lasse matilla tracey. he sent me his cd for xmas present. i checked my mailbox now lol. its real good. its in swedish but with a finnish accent. its an usual voice. and its mainstream rock. but the lyrics are quite good. hey i only used 1 med and still fell asleep. i get sooooo much too many meds. i basically need 0% injection and 1 pill. now i get like 300mg per day its just silly :(

oh, slept 2 hours. it basically felt like being turned off then on. like id slept 1 millisecond....... this is what too much electricity in my body does to me. slept with music on...... :(

trying not to smoke too much too. since cigarillos are twice expensive :(

hey. lots of frownies. turn that frown upside down! (:

anyway lasse is on spotify hes cool! he makes wonders each day. i think. even if you dont think so :( hey omgogmogm! (: (: (: D: nooooo! ^________^ hey i miss the cats. they havent been here for awhileeeeeeeeee. they used to come in before after miiiiiiiiiiiiidnight. no my keys arent sticky. not sticky fingers sticky keys lol. ewwwwwwww. ill try gaming some. it makes me happy <3

im playing mirage people are talkative. not to me but the meaning of life is to make other people happy so its alright its ok :) <3

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good morning miss dae. lets check the clock. oh. 9. thats alright. miss mom also sent some socks. they are perfect fit. and purple! ^______^ hey i used to like this series when i was 7 which was with a purple dinosaur. oh. slept 4 hours. thats ok.

i can feel how my increased smoking has eaten my soul. i dont feel like reading large bodies of text. i dont want to read poetry. this sucks! >=(

oh. should turn on some music. at least that still works =) <3

hey do you like lofi tracey? =) its like a continuation of vapourwave. you know that, slowed + reverb? =) some are crazy and just record the song on a vhs tape and re-record it that way. or just emulate it well. i dunno about the tape thing. i could imagine some lol. oh god. havent woken up yet.

warm socks ftw. my god. my eyes are burning. i slept with a closed door. thats good i guess. i need to vacuum and mop.

i have some tiny amount of remains of the dream. dunno.... oh, sneezed. need more c-vitamin. took my first smoke. i smoke cigarillos exclusively now. just cant smoke too much. need to save em <3

er. now i got banned on miss poetry already. only managed to upload 2 poems. sigh =( i guess i have to accept the goodbye. im more for real now. im on a bunch of sites. so, hey.

well wishes tracey. LIVE LONG AND PROSPER. oh i made a new song! check it! ^__^

https://soundcloud.com/teejay808/m3an

its daycore. but not like normal daycore slowed down + reverb. "i did it my way". its not fun. but its quite pretty! anyway its hard to read my lyrics. i recorded ELEVEN minutes of lyrics. didnt cut out anything. anyway i started with that awhile ago. i mean i write so much, you DONT need to hear every syllable <3 :)

hope its alright wiffya. that ah ah is from daft punks starboy huh? ^____^ i figured it out! =) (my god livejournal is so laggy, it pisses me off!!!!)

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oh my. arms hurting from too much gaming. i guess i need to facebook some... ^______^

hey i bough this new spice. it tastes somewhat like lemon peel. cant remember its name now. its real popular at söder. the spice container was real new. it even smelled new from the package! like newly cut grass basically. so ive used up almost all my food since monday, and its only.... wednesday.

took a cigarillo. its a calmer high. not much happens really. wanna buy vanilla cigs. they cost double of normal. so 14kr instead of 7 for somewhat tasty cigarillos and 4x more than cigarettes even marlboro red!

oh, wondered about this tiredness. ive been fapping too much =( <3 OH WHY DIDNT YOU SAY SO THERES A SUPPORT GROUP FOR THAT AND THEY MEET AT A CAFÉ ^_______^

im addicted to sugar again =( it started at the greys place. wtf! im debating buying eggs or chocolate for my last moneys. girls just wanna have fun....

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youre the first thing

i want to see in the morning

and the last thing

i want to see

before falling asleep