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you come up

with the breeze

on sunday morning

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if you

wake up at noon

you get half a day

but if you wake up in

the middle of the night you get 3

👯

your 👯

will not

always be there

when you want them

but always be there

when you need them

beyond e=mc2

life is frequency and that is all there is to it

match the frequency of the reality you want

and you cannot help but get that frequency

this is not philosophy it is science

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to love them

not when we want

but when they want to

new selfies as of yesterday

i dont know where to upload this. the most effort is in copying and pasting all the urls.

i could recommend going to blogspot tracey, you arent allowed to talk about The UK Reign there, but except that, its better in every way. fast good interface with many features.

you can import bloglings too dunno if they support lj but you could probably hack it up correctly 🖤

anyway i didnt really wanna manip the pics since my cam is so good just out of the box 🖤 "god is an unknown artist" as mr felix says 🖤

i know you find it nice and cozy here 🖤 but just an idea. i think they have an advanced anti-trolling algorithm too, or maybe that was just youtube.

anyway, here ya go. i did manip 2 just sliced em together and i was gonna upload the origs but i happened to remove them. oh well..........

yep. i cut my hair the other day 🖤 was some persian dude doing it 🖤🖤 deja vu. its a rhianna cut or a horse cut (djengis khan sorta) or cyberpunk cut or crossover (metal+punk) cut whatever you want. i hate typing links. i hate coding.









"though she's beautiful and perfect, it's only on the surface"

blogspot also has a search feature, i havent tried it but i supppose its real real good 🖤 i know you remember every blogling by heart tracey by the numeral sequence, but my body is sour not alcalic so i cant do that. i cant be who you want me to be 🖤 i am bit flow not petabyte flow (keep telling yourself that).

"life is not 1-bit
but 32-bit
floating point"

(kristianstad era)

anyway, (not) visiting the countess was good for me. im more normal. myself. now. it took awhile. 8 months? but its ok i guess. yes i did sleep in her bed wasnt much to do there. no she wasnt there. yes her door was unlocked. yes i knocked several times and waited some mins. yes shell probably freak out over it. shes a real friend though. yes shes chaotic but i used to be that as well. so i understand. and stuff.

i dont care for image quality anymore. i mean png. nobody uses it anyway. time to go with the flow. hmph :(

i can oversample it 4x or more so its a nicer gaussian blur but krita is so buggy and slow. it has real-time attention so it crashes like if you try to do more than 1 thing. the brushes are molass slow and worse than in photoshop 4 from 1996 or whatever. but its a copy of photoshop 3.0 i guess it was like that back in the dayzzzzzzzz.

i could try to get photoshop elements its better in some ways and worse in some. it doesnt support channels. and if you ctrl+click on the RGB channel you get a selection thats based on the luminosity of the image. its good for a lot of things. like duo-toning and opacity maps. yep. i do paint one thing. opacity maps. ive started to figure out krita anyway. i dont do tons of manips every day but my parents said i shouldnt overdo it.

anyway things are as they are. soon the greys will hit me with their SUPER POWER LASER AURA 🖤🖤🖤 dont feel like walking today. or going to the mall. since i used up all moneys.

as miss mom sez: "it gets better". det blir bättre.

if youre away from someone for a long time, some certain words from them reverberate in you. dad has been dead for 8 years 🖤 i barely thought of him.

anyway. im tired. shoulda gone for that walk 🖤

ok now im gonna try to post this and hope my wifi doesnt break. and that i dont have to have my door open.

and remember, as putin says

"if western world want russian chills, they get russian chills".

or to put it more lightly

in soviet russia, cold heats YOU!!!!!!

maybe. lol 🖤 frostburn. oh me oh my. i should really get some mittens. they dont really help though from the wind. cant control it completely so hey.

"with great power

comes great

responsibility"

hey. im writing shitloads. and now im ashamed of myself.

"feelings come

and then they go

i hope that i

dont turn to stone"

- jim j river, fellow radio totalnormal musician and fountain houser. hes had it worse than me. not a lot have. bella has too. why she was the perfect one 🖤

jag älskar dig bella! 🖤 🖤 🖤 🖤 🖤 🖤 🖤 🖤 🖤 🖤 🖤 🖤 🖤 🖤 🖤 🖤 🖤 🖤 🖤 🖤 🖤

och tessan och eva och natti och dina fuckboys och rhiannon och kirin så klart etc ^___^ cats wont visit anymore maybe said that cuz the countess wanted to see the cat (why?) so i photod it and now i see the pic so i anti-summon them. yep. im an inverse necromancer.

"its easy to cry when you realize everyone you love will reject you or die"

- chuck palahniuk. before id said that if i could spell that id be dead. well. we die all the time. simple. easy. logical.

"the minute that its born it begins to die id love to just give in id love to live this LIE .. . . . . .. .. . .... . .. .. .. .. .. ... .. .. !"

guess who. marilyn manson. havent quoted him a lot. or thought about him a lot. his lyrics are better than his music. but hes like me i guess. gabbie hanna doodled L/R which is short for "eller", aka "either or" in swedish. shes cool. were from the same planet. whatever the fuck that is. i can say im from neptune and lilith. its easier that way.

public enemy - fear of the black planet.

tsioa. i forgot.

anyway. life goes on. but not the same. into your eyes. my. face. remains. so tracey is tired of me. i got some new friends but i lose them so quickly. over on livejournal som dude 🖤 bombs me every now and then. he hasnt for awhile. i invited him to demokratipiloterna. he said he was gonna go. cool ^____^ hes asian i dunno if asian american or whatever. hes cool 🖤

so. i wrote some. im in a good mood. i should drink 2 beers a week. i just buy something bottled carlsberg or staropramen. cant handle LIDLs cheap beer it just tastes like metal. yeuch. if i dont drink beer i get pimples. now why didnt anyone tell me that?

"do you want to see me popping a pimple on my stomache? :D :D :D " - dad. well. everything happens for a reason. you just have to figure it out.

"thinking is the hardest thing in the world to do. thats why so few people do it"

"i knw": etc. i should. er. not meet anyone because its cold as fuck and no ones out smoking. thats all they do really.

i dont believe in fairytales. maybe some. nowadays. well. loads.

i told maria that she looked like skogsfrun. she has a real weird avatar over on facebook. ok. whatever. she calls me little brother. i call her little sister. its cool. anyway! ^___^

so since traceys tired of me ill just post this not-friends only. if someone cares. i annoyed some multihandicapped dude so 4chan hates me. ok. alright. ive never made an account. oh gawd. so tired. right. coffeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

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those who say

we only get 1 life

must not have

read a book