(no subject)

get a life

get a wife

get some

real strife

promenixXx

everything

i tried everything
just everything
to be healthy and happy at home
if its not a happy home
whats the point?
but you have to challenge yourself
i had bought crocs
you know those happy shoes
with happy holes
and happy soles
to make you a happy soul
the problem was
ever since i bought them
it had been a blizzard
but now there was
point of no return
so i put on my happy shoes
and chose to go outside
i dared to say
hi
to 2 people
one ached aged man
and one happy teenage girl
the ache one murmured
and the happy one
gave me a huge cheshire smile
then when i was almost at home
that mysterious neighborhood girl
greeted me and we chitchatted some
all around a good noon
i dont know how long i walked
thats the thing
e=mc2 is only for things resting
i cannot say when ive played
computer games
or been with julia or bella
that so and so time passed
it is a moment
and a moment can be a long time
or a short time
or forever painful
or forever lovely
this was alright
my feet got some snow on them
but as i was on the move
it didnt matter much
still have some inherent heat
well wishes anyone out there
in the ether

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a noon as white as snow
a drug addict skin as white as snow
a mind as crystalized as snow
a deaths touch as white as snow
a thought as pure as snow
a rabbit as white as snow
a fox as white as snow
a dolphin as smooth as snow

a kiss as pure as water
a blues as blue as water
a lovemaking as flowing as water
a hatred as cold as water

a word as cold as ice
a drink as cold as ice
a snowball on your cheek as cold as envy
a spit on your face as cold as frogs
an adrenochrome junkies feast as cold as vacuum

they say revolution is the love of mother earth

and i can no longer
turn stone to air
or air to stone
since i started smoking
i am ether now
and unexpectantly
since i ruin my lungs
i get anxiety from smells
going to the stinky 1000 smell mall
i get anxiety
going where the homeless take a dump
i get anxiety
being inside my home
i get anxiety
even stranger
brushing my teeth
which removes scents
give me anxiety
except i dont get anxiety
since im ether
so my teeth hurt
but not from a lack of flouride
or because of smells
because its all relative
my right skull part is ruined
since long past
and its not getting better
so i cant save the earth anymore
as a grey said a month ago
we are not afraid of you
but since it is all relative
i know i love bella
and i know bella loves me
and i love so many people
and the addition is greater than the parts
so my love is stronger than mother earth
and my poetry will last awhile
i did break bellas heart entirely
and she left me
and she came back
and she faded away
but the greys said something sweet
arent you and belal together again
as long as i write about her
telepathize
i love you bella
and get back
i love you tomas
we are together
in another realm
but i am not that much ether
so i do now know of that world
which is all of bellas world
but opposites attract
its science
its physics
for each action
there is an equal
and opposite reaction
but love has no opposite
what gets more and more
the more you take of it
it is love
it is my love
for bella
jag älskar dig bella
och bella älskar dig