Apr. 25th, 2023

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oh, i didnt post it here? well, was late at night <3

this is a journey (journey)

alright
i decided now
the only fun i have
playing an mmorpg
is no more
and all the better
the graphene puts
you in a soul cage
and we already
have several
for each drug you take
each addiction
you get another soul cage
until you almost turn mongoloid
can mostly only say 1 words
its pathetic
like stoners saying "im stoned"
and nothing else
hey, you sound like a troll
anyway
i smoked a cigarillo
for the first time in 2 weeks
id been smoking since last october
wasnt hard to stop
but i noticed
i didnt go on the commute for that time
i just stayed at home
and played a stupid fucking game
then i prefer playing games with people
i change my mind
directly my behaviour changed from the smoke
i started swearing in my blog
i now also smoked koriander
they say its like metaamphetamine
ive only tried it once before
and barely ate for 3 weeks
good
real good
ill buy red wine tomorrow
fuck this
the thing is
if youre in a soul cage
an addiction can help
my soul cage is called
statistics
and its probably that for many
more gold more experience
in the game
equals more
fun for me
but its so nihilistic
i usually only play it to chat
and the people in the game
had problems with that
anyway
i change
its all you can do
now wonder what will happen tomorrow
the graphene also changed
so i cant sleep for 8 hours
if i drink some coffee
and i drank quite a lot
just a few hours ago
and its after midnight now
so
hey
this is a journey (journey)
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never allow your children to play computergames

the high
you get from
them is like
nothing else
its fun every
millisecond
nothing compares to it
nothing
and they will seek
fun
in other things
which might not be so good
not to mention when you mix
weed and computergames
or alcohol and
computergames
its no good
and all kids are
high on highscores
and loot and xp and gp
its a strange world
i dont know why they
would need a graphene chip
to imprison us
we are already so enslaved
and we only have
ourselves
to blame
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im a seeker
vaa: (Default)
hey, 3 poems in a day and it hasnt ended. woo. all praise the almighty cigarillo!

i believe in
flat earth
i was once
in another place
a higher plane
of existance
there was no moon
no stars and no sun
it did get
dark and light
but thats about it
it was the place
of gods and demons
everyone dressed as
an angel or metalhead
there is a
greater world
out there
i hope
you get to
see it
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gawd
i should
never have
given dip
to that guy
now he and
another guy begs
so the word spread
hey heres some loser
who gives away free stuff
i had to yell like
3 times for the
first guy to not
steal anything
and he was like
dont be evil
er
ok
you give
nothing back
youre just
a freeloader
youre the scum
of the earth
youre a lowlife
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All the cameras

watch the accidents

and stars you hate

They only care

if you can bleed

Does the television

make you feel

the pills

you ate?
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god

is

a

dj

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if a book and a human head

knock together

and it

sounds hollow

it doesnt

have to be

the books error

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