Nov. 25th, 2023

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so
met an 84 year old
stand in
somatic doctor
never met a
good one before
she said after awhile
all of a sudden
"you have inverse
depression"
yes
i can joke around
and be all exhuberant
all the damn time
but theres no sparkle in my eye
im completely dead inside
ive only seen this in one other person
she was sexually tortured as a kid
but my story is different
thus i write and write...
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my father
soup with whole
Stockholm

one of my sisters has taken drugs
with the biggest rock stars

my mother
worked throughout
penitential church and more

a mafia boss said that I
"left with the wrong people"
in that I was
together with bella
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well
an early
goodnight wish
to you sweet tracey
i know i can
say that im calm
only to get a nervous
breakdown a second later
or be happy when im sad
or feel nothing when im happy
but i have my hopes
for this new place
just like at the last place
theres someone
yelling like a madman
to and fro
but im mad too
same same
just different
and i feel
quite at ease

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