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what do you see when you close your eyes 2

i forgot to mention
i was once in a mental ward
and shared the room with 3 other people
one was a guy who smoked weed in a waterpipe
the fumes got to me
and if i closed my eyes
id see small shapes almost not there
but there anyway
remember listening to music
and seeing a falling turtle
realizing that my sister is the sun
since shes a fire snake
it looked like a ball
with snakes around it

i also after a suicide attempt
almost died of morphine overdose
then again i got the small shapes
but it looked like a
person forming in the womb
more and more advanced shapes
i got this during sleep
and also wakedness

so dont worry about old age
maybe you will die
from morphine overdose
and rebirth
a beautiful feeling