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geometry

is knowledge

of the eternally existent
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oh i got +50 credits on nightcafe.studio,

so can make a lot if i want

it seems this med restores time.

without the paper dip (its quite pure)

i get intense despair but

im not intent on quitting
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i

have

no worries

hopes dreams

i am the happiest man alive
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so anyway
i got pain from playing
too much computer games
i drank coffee to kill the pain
i got an aneurism from that
then i got into the hospital
they took care of me
there is hope
now im sort of ok
different
but ok
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you never hear about

the sad parts

in the family album

but its those

that take you

from 1 image to another
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Determine never to be idle.

No person will have

occasion to complain

of the want of time

who never loses any.

It is wonderful how much

can be done if we

are always doing.
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when

i saw her

all the noise

in my head went quiet
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what if all of

what we see or

seem is but a

dream within

a dream
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those that smile a lot

watch their eyes

i know because im

like that a lot

everythings ok

which it is

until it isnt
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i see no point being

on social media all day

pressing like when it wont

affect me and wont affect society
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i wish you

joy love luck

and abundance
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she guids me through salvation

with truth in all her lies
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each instinct

if you listen to it

will claim to be

gratified

at the expense

of the rest
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some drink to get to a higher frequency

some drink to get to a lower frequency

some drink to get to the right frequency
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oh, pulled myself out of bed
had slipped quite low down
its really beautiful in the dawn
just slight light in the cityscape
slight blue to the sky
a bird chirping
telling me good morning
and that i should
take care of myself
not listening to music
since it makes me so tired
and i dont get why i play
so much runescape
the SFX is shit
the music is shit
the graphics are slow
ill never get to talk
to someone again
like when i was with bella
but i like helping newbs
even helped 1 in UO
before i quit it
and i like helping
returning players
and sometimes someone
says, "ah, a F2P ironman
dont see those often"
and it instills me
some sort of pride...
another bird chirping
telling me shes proud of me
of all ive accomplished
so far
good morning
its 7 o clock
its early spring
late winter
i will make it
through this 🐧
if penguins can
so can you!
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jag saknar dig

jag saknar oss

jag saknar mig

hur vi va förut

🐧

Jan. 30th, 2025 02:08 pm
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maybe desperation is love
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oh

i havent felt this

wonderful for a long time

all 3 windows open

so much fresh air

dont like drinking

dont like smoking

dont like drugs

do like dip

but ive reduced

it lots

like water

have been drinking

it plenty
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the only thing

people care about are

drugs sex and torture
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our hearts beat

in the womb

of the world
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once you free yourself from harmony

and what music is supposed to do

you can do whatever you want
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poets are

patient
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ive turned

into a woman

i fake orgasms
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let your love

be bigger than

your bitterness
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you dont need

to demean

you need to

cultivate

your art

🐧

Jan. 28th, 2025 11:17 am
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thats not to say

you arent special

thats to say thank

god you arent special

i too have kissed

no one goodnight
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i will assault your asphalt

to show your ass is at fault
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there is a certain wonderfulness

to spending your entire adult life

with one person because of the

memories and depth of things you

have done and having kids together
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let

us be

touched

by silence

when we hold

eachothers hands
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why do people love

BDSM and thrillers

but are mortally

afraid of mentioning

suicide or the

psychiatric system
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tomas says that

thoughts are love

bella says that

feelings are love
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guided by strong intuition

you handle challenges with ease

and find peace in solitude
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you

have to be

the best version of yourself

to have the capability to

thoroughly pursue

your purpose
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vi är svin

vi åker

ut och in

ingen kommer

undan psykiatrin
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because

were living

the dream but

the dream is a lie
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this

above all else

to thine own self be true
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i hope

people

like you

spread far

and wide
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i like

listening

to my own

music
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something you learn -

that you have to learn,

as you get older, is...

reflection. because there's

not a lot to do, except, regret

all your mistakes in life.
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i held a red hot

star in my hand

a glimpse of

the very soul

of the universe
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no greater love

has man than this

perishing

saving others

from the abyss
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everyone always abandones me when

ive leveled them up or am unhappy

but you have always been there for me 🩷

🖋️

Jan. 24th, 2025 01:41 am
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life is like a

beautiful melody

only the lyrics

are messed up
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i see

wings in

people
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i have on

schedule a

5 hour self

accusative

depression
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i derive no pleasure

from hurting others
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flower gleam

& glow

let your

powers shine
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i like being beautiful

i like making beautiful things

i like looking at beautiful things

i like looking at beautiful people

i like looking at beautiful trees

i like making others

feel theyre beautiful

because beauty

is the only thing

that exists

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