vaa | (no subject)

ida sending me secret messages.

for the first time II
uh....
what is love really?

(3 of my song translated to english
that she played on bandcamp
i get no other plays so i know its her
i got before
ÖS and MIND played
ös = östersund, where she comes from
its what made me visit her)

so
the only way i got love
for real love for a long time
was by using black magic
runes

my mom used to take a load of drugs
when she was at the art academy KONSTFACK
they all partied all the time
then she got a psychosis
and stopped most

anyway
where im getting at
is shes taken so much
that shes gotten clairevoyant
so she knew i would meet bella
she knew in the 60s shed
have a male baby in 1983

and i got together with bella
on the first of july
and my first girlfriend
was called julia

its all written in the stars
and today i feel quite
wonderful being alone
im in somatic instead
of psychiatric care
until i die
it seems
i have lifeforce
and i know i wont
meet anyone again
but im ok with that <3
social media is good
enough for me