utdrag ur daglig blogg - December 7, 2022, 01:04 (engelska)

it seems

most people

on my level

arent

on my level

theyre so petty

same goes for the language

seriously is everyone these days

just SO fucking depressed

hey i was that in 2012

i had anxiety

24/7

it was hell

but soon i found friends and

got interested in politics

and it got better

i blame it on the smartphones

but i get the same from any

mobile phones or just a landline

you dont get the human connection

it is said we talk

with body language

for 85% of what we say

that means

you dont really have to

say anything when

youre with someone

thats why talking to

someone every day

is important to me

i try to throw them off

see their light somehow

some detail that

no one notices

i read long ago

thats what artists do

they bring to light

what everyone else misses

i dont know

what people

think of me

they used to

think mostly good

then i took cocaine

yeah great idea

the dealer treated me

respectfully for once

it was top notch

and now its like

i changed my sleep gene

so i just cant fall asleep

seriously

it is said that dead people never sleep

so when i snorted those 5 grams

or injected it i dont really remember

(same as my first tatu)

i guess i died then

that was stupid and clumsy

you dont go from 0 to 100

kilometers per hour in

your car in 1 milisecond

youre not supposed to

then the car explodes

so my life chakra exploded

and it died

im

a

lost

soul

nowit seems most people on my level

arent on my level theyre so petty

same goes for the language

seriously is everyone these days

just SO fucking depressed

hey i was that in 2012

i had anxiety

24/7

it was hell

but soon i found friends and

got interested in politics

and it got better

i blame it on the smartphones

but i get the same from any

mobile phones or just a landline

you dont get the human connection

it is said we talk

with body language

for 85% of what we say

that means

you dont really have to

say anything when

youre with someone

thats why talking to

someone every day

is important to me

i try to throw them off

see their light somehow

some detail that

no one notices

i read long ago

thats what artists do

they bring to light

what everyone else misses

i dont know

what people

think of me

they used to

think mostly good

then i took cocaine

yeah great idea

the dealer treated me

respectfully for once

it was top notch

and now its like

i changed my sleep gene

so i just cant fall asleep

seriously

it is said that dead people never sleep

so when i snorted those 5 grams

or injected it i dont really remember

(same as my first tatu)

i guess i died then

that was stupid and clumsy

you dont go from 0 to 100

kilometers per hour in

your car in 1 milisecond

youre not supposed to

then the car explodes

so my life chakra exploded

and it died

im

a

lost

soul

now

(no subject)

tell me you

love the colour

of my green eyes

and i will tell you

with a straight face

not once have i cried

(no subject)

your parents

did the best job

they knew how to do

(no subject)

TALK

GEEKY

TO ME

(no subject)

b/u

(no subject)

you

never

know

(no subject)

ghost

in the

shell

(no subject)

less is not more

not to me

more is more

and so it shall be

(no subject)

because the

sky is high

it gets me high

because the

earth is round

it turns me on

(no subject)

coffee should be

hotter than hell

blacker than the evil

higher than the angels

and sweeter than

the lovers

(no subject)

remember whatever you

are feeling now theres a

mathematical certainty

that someone in the world

is feeling the same

(no subject)

when one door of

happiness closes

another one opens

but often we look so long

at the door that has closed

that we dont see the

open door before us