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its getting colder indoors which is weird. dunno how cold its outside not a lot. i guess i should get a hot bewerage. maybe ill actually COOK some coffee. would be nice to have a barista machine haha.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G7KNmW9a75Y

omgmgomgomgo!!!!!! ^________^

new song! im a miley cyrus simp yes i am!!!!!!!!

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mbwUs1rnuQg

kali uchis - dead to me

omG! superhawtie!!!! O_____O

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SOMEONE LIKE ME

träffade någon som hade

samma leende som mig

jag undrade först över det

sen sa hon de magiska orden

hon va oxe som mig

jag vet att jag aldrig får henne

så jag kommer inte

skriva en kosmisk ballad

om vad vi skulle kunna göra i

universum om hon

blir min bara min

jag kommer inte göra en photoshop

som talar om våra drömmar tillsammans

och jag kommer inte göra en sotz låt

som hon lyssnar 5 sekunder aldrig igen på

om hon inte säger efter att jag vågar

fråga vad hon tyckte om det

1 månad senare med orden

jag ska lyssna när jag har tid

nej

men jag lever av kärlek

det är det enda

man kan göra <3

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i am megabored. just like at the greys. omg! vill du knulla? :) like julia says. tessan just kisses me like a maniac (who??? she????!?!?!?!!) and tosses me into the bed lol.

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hmm. i should have exercised. like 3 in the night. woulda been perfect. its quite dark in my world but its healthy for me. gotta remember that when im in a good mood again. now, its time to feel like shit! =( anyway. livejournal is a laggy little bitch. fuck. hate that site. so tracey wont ever add me. fuck all this shit motherfucker shit shit shit (this means i have smoked the days first cig!!! ^_______^ >_>>>>>>>>)

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seriously how can there exist such a good band as placebo? loud like love is so wonderful, i had it on vinyl before <3

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uZOCiW7epIY

oldskool vac. i dont consider it oldschool though. i mean, its just music? if its good its good nothing else matters <3

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so. downloading world of warcraft. im just gonna use the free version. that is, unless i can get someone to buy me bitcoin and then uh buy an account with that. i dunno nothing about bitcoin. but it could work?! what can you use bitcoin for really? i guess i should look it up. miss economy wasnt negative towards it anyway. so there! anyway, ive got no moneys. so i dont wanna go to the mall. it would just be stupid. even if its good for me, some exercise + meeting some people. miss nurse said "we ALL play a role". so no moneys i dont play any role. and that wonderful taurus feline omg! her smile was so wonderful because it was like mine ogmogmogmgomg! AND she was a geek! omg! she reminds me of this chick i went upper gradeschool with. she was called mari. she was finnishswedish. she was a geek ya see. she flirted with me and i was so shy back then. she was cool. i got to hang out with the cool chicks once. then 9th grade ended. pretty much. that sucked =( hey wow is playable now rawk! ^______^ brb! <3 well wishes miss dae <3

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this sure is weird. i havent been hungry all day. i cant explain it really :( my stomache isnt hurting either. i have no idea what the fuck is going on O_o

oh right, maybe it was the chocolate mousse.

and...... miss mom managed to turn me into an asshole once again.

awesome. well, managed to talk to her some on the phone before she turned all fucked up.

scorpios believe in fairytales.

oxes only believe in truth.

i love citations. they used to be my friends.

"silence is a true friend who never betrays"

they still are my friends. i just forgot about them. people dont want truth. they want entertainment. not even that. they just want you to be like them. they dont say "TURN INTO A JUNKIE LIKE US". no. they push you down until youre nothing, and THEN you take drugs because nothing is left. the world is a hellhole. thats all. theres a lot of of art though but its all made my junkies. except women have menstruation but theyre all psychopaths. except harassing women and they do nothing back makes me a psycho. toopsie :(

anyway. i love writing. i yelled out the greys seriously for like 20 mins lol. omg. i dont recognize myself in it. anyway, you dont get any help from the greys unless they take you away and demean you and get blood samples. thats what its all about. otherwise, no help is ever found, only sadism.

anyway, i get tired now. like after some hours. then nothing matters, and im tired of sleeping.

i guess i should sleep more though <3

this is what the cocaine did to me. it was so easy, the dealer lives 2 meters from me. hey, he even gave me it for free. so lucky i am yay.

so. havent eaten anything all day? wtf is going on?

anyway, the new dress is sooooooooo pretty. blue dragonscales. omg wow. and it was so light? like paper almost. i guess sweat really ruins clothes. they turn heavy after awhile. even if i launder them theyre still heavy. i dunno what magic detergant magic magic magic miss mom uses but its amazing.

i figured she would make a warmer dress for winter but hey cant win em all. omg so pretty!

i played some mirage. tried to install world of warcraft but it just lagged. whatever. and i need a vpn to connect and it just kept disconencting all the time. anyway i tried wow before and i sucked pretty much so whatever. i dont get minecraft. its ugly and boring lol.

oh right i made ginger dip. magic herb omg! ^_______^

dont need nicotine. any spice works really.

anyway thats a hot trans

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b-aXNqu3HQ8

highly recommended. its not anything fucked up pinky promise. amy winehouse love is a losing game.

i miss you tracey <3 :( the good ole days. but im healthier now. in body and mind. so. hey. thanks for being there, even when i left you 2005 then 2012? hey i was thinking. if youre happy and calm during the pregnancy you get a daughter. so jeff was calm in the beginning right? parenthood affects guys just as much. anyway, i should really sleep. since nothing matters now. i could smoke but it doesnt help. i guess i should take 4 neuroleptic pills. dunno if even they will work. its only half six. dunno when i woke up. 9? didnt sleep that much.

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- music for the advancement of hiphop <3 buck 65 and the others my brothers :)

anyway, good evening miss dae. ill try to sleep some <3