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Jan. 13th, 2023 05:14 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
vaathis sure is weird. i havent been hungry all day. i cant explain it really :( my stomache isnt hurting either. i have no idea what the fuck is going on O_o
oh right, maybe it was the chocolate mousse.
and...... miss mom managed to turn me into an asshole once again.
awesome. well, managed to talk to her some on the phone before she turned all fucked up.
scorpios believe in fairytales.
oxes only believe in truth.
i love citations. they used to be my friends.
"silence is a true friend who never betrays"
they still are my friends. i just forgot about them. people dont want truth. they want entertainment. not even that. they just want you to be like them. they dont say "TURN INTO A JUNKIE LIKE US". no. they push you down until youre nothing, and THEN you take drugs because nothing is left. the world is a hellhole. thats all. theres a lot of of art though but its all made my junkies. except women have menstruation but theyre all psychopaths. except harassing women and they do nothing back makes me a psycho. toopsie :(
anyway. i love writing. i yelled out the greys seriously for like 20 mins lol. omg. i dont recognize myself in it. anyway, you dont get any help from the greys unless they take you away and demean you and get blood samples. thats what its all about. otherwise, no help is ever found, only sadism.
anyway, i get tired now. like after some hours. then nothing matters, and im tired of sleeping.
i guess i should sleep more though <3
this is what the cocaine did to me. it was so easy, the dealer lives 2 meters from me. hey, he even gave me it for free. so lucky i am yay.
so. havent eaten anything all day? wtf is going on?
anyway, the new dress is sooooooooo pretty. blue dragonscales. omg wow. and it was so light? like paper almost. i guess sweat really ruins clothes. they turn heavy after awhile. even if i launder them theyre still heavy. i dunno what magic detergant magic magic magic miss mom uses but its amazing.
i figured she would make a warmer dress for winter but hey cant win em all. omg so pretty!
i played some mirage. tried to install world of warcraft but it just lagged. whatever. and i need a vpn to connect and it just kept disconencting all the time. anyway i tried wow before and i sucked pretty much so whatever. i dont get minecraft. its ugly and boring lol.
oh right i made ginger dip. magic herb omg! ^_______^
dont need nicotine. any spice works really.
anyway thats a hot trans
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b-aXNqu3HQ8
highly recommended. its not anything fucked up pinky promise. amy winehouse love is a losing game.
i miss you tracey <3 :( the good ole days. but im healthier now. in body and mind. so. hey. thanks for being there, even when i left you 2005 then 2012? hey i was thinking. if youre happy and calm during the pregnancy you get a daughter. so jeff was calm in the beginning right? parenthood affects guys just as much. anyway, i should really sleep. since nothing matters now. i could smoke but it doesnt help. i guess i should take 4 neuroleptic pills. dunno if even they will work. its only half six. dunno when i woke up. 9? didnt sleep that much.
what is the meaning of life (of life) ? what is the meaning of life (of life) ? what is the meaning of life (of life) ? what is the meaning of life (of life) ? what is the meaning of life (of life) ? what is the meaning of life (of life) ? what is the meaning of life (of life) ? what is the meaning of life (of life) ? what is the meaning of life (of life) ? what is the meaning of life (of life) ? what is the meaning of life (of life) ? what is the meaning of life (of life) ? what is the meaning of life (of life) ? what is the meaning of life (of life) ? what is the meaning of life (of life) ? what is the meaning of life (of life) ? what is the meaning of life (of life) ? what is the meaning of life (of life) ? what is the meaning of life (of life) ? what is the meaning of life (of life) ?
- music for the advancement of hiphop <3 buck 65 and the others my brothers :)
anyway, good evening miss dae. ill try to sleep some <3
oh right, maybe it was the chocolate mousse.
and...... miss mom managed to turn me into an asshole once again.
awesome. well, managed to talk to her some on the phone before she turned all fucked up.
scorpios believe in fairytales.
oxes only believe in truth.
i love citations. they used to be my friends.
"silence is a true friend who never betrays"
they still are my friends. i just forgot about them. people dont want truth. they want entertainment. not even that. they just want you to be like them. they dont say "TURN INTO A JUNKIE LIKE US". no. they push you down until youre nothing, and THEN you take drugs because nothing is left. the world is a hellhole. thats all. theres a lot of of art though but its all made my junkies. except women have menstruation but theyre all psychopaths. except harassing women and they do nothing back makes me a psycho. toopsie :(
anyway. i love writing. i yelled out the greys seriously for like 20 mins lol. omg. i dont recognize myself in it. anyway, you dont get any help from the greys unless they take you away and demean you and get blood samples. thats what its all about. otherwise, no help is ever found, only sadism.
anyway, i get tired now. like after some hours. then nothing matters, and im tired of sleeping.
i guess i should sleep more though <3
this is what the cocaine did to me. it was so easy, the dealer lives 2 meters from me. hey, he even gave me it for free. so lucky i am yay.
so. havent eaten anything all day? wtf is going on?
anyway, the new dress is sooooooooo pretty. blue dragonscales. omg wow. and it was so light? like paper almost. i guess sweat really ruins clothes. they turn heavy after awhile. even if i launder them theyre still heavy. i dunno what magic detergant magic magic magic miss mom uses but its amazing.
i figured she would make a warmer dress for winter but hey cant win em all. omg so pretty!
i played some mirage. tried to install world of warcraft but it just lagged. whatever. and i need a vpn to connect and it just kept disconencting all the time. anyway i tried wow before and i sucked pretty much so whatever. i dont get minecraft. its ugly and boring lol.
oh right i made ginger dip. magic herb omg! ^_______^
dont need nicotine. any spice works really.
anyway thats a hot trans
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b-aXNqu3HQ8
highly recommended. its not anything fucked up pinky promise. amy winehouse love is a losing game.
i miss you tracey <3 :( the good ole days. but im healthier now. in body and mind. so. hey. thanks for being there, even when i left you 2005 then 2012? hey i was thinking. if youre happy and calm during the pregnancy you get a daughter. so jeff was calm in the beginning right? parenthood affects guys just as much. anyway, i should really sleep. since nothing matters now. i could smoke but it doesnt help. i guess i should take 4 neuroleptic pills. dunno if even they will work. its only half six. dunno when i woke up. 9? didnt sleep that much.
what is the meaning of life (of life) ? what is the meaning of life (of life) ? what is the meaning of life (of life) ? what is the meaning of life (of life) ? what is the meaning of life (of life) ? what is the meaning of life (of life) ? what is the meaning of life (of life) ? what is the meaning of life (of life) ? what is the meaning of life (of life) ? what is the meaning of life (of life) ? what is the meaning of life (of life) ? what is the meaning of life (of life) ? what is the meaning of life (of life) ? what is the meaning of life (of life) ? what is the meaning of life (of life) ? what is the meaning of life (of life) ? what is the meaning of life (of life) ? what is the meaning of life (of life) ? what is the meaning of life (of life) ? what is the meaning of life (of life) ?
- music for the advancement of hiphop <3 buck 65 and the others my brothers :)
anyway, good evening miss dae. ill try to sleep some <3
