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Jan. 20th, 2023
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Jan. 20th, 2023 10:45 amanyway i dont feel like updating here anymore. since you never say anything. those socks were evil. too tight. youre just a perverse freak tracey. ever heard of empathy huh? its better to pretend to like and only think shit about them all the time huh? you are scorpio in 1 sign but you are 12 more signs at the very least most surely 24 signs. and thats only 1 divination perspective. when you grow older you turn into another animal. dont be stuck on the past. stop weed cigs and alcohol and any drugs. i know you love getting high guess what effie doesnt like you being all fucked up. but you dont care. and i dont care. make her kill herself so you can get fucked up the ass day and night and just be a bundle of LOVE.
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Jan. 20th, 2023 03:26 pmive quit poetry.
no one ever appretiated anyway.
not the energy i put into it.
karma doesnt exist.
after youre dead in the hospital
they convert you to satanism.
soul doesnt exist
if youre a monk and meditate yoga etc
your soul might be in your lungs
and it gets released when you die
if youre an alcoholic
like all humans are
fuck if id know
erika wanted to be buried
oh my
no one ever appretiated anyway.
not the energy i put into it.
karma doesnt exist.
after youre dead in the hospital
they convert you to satanism.
soul doesnt exist
if youre a monk and meditate yoga etc
your soul might be in your lungs
and it gets released when you die
if youre an alcoholic
like all humans are
fuck if id know
erika wanted to be buried
oh my
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Jan. 20th, 2023 03:33 pmbeautiful song anyway even if hes a sellout a product etc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LjH1hhOccQQ
james blunt - fall at your feet
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LjH1hhOccQQ
james blunt - fall at your feet
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Jan. 20th, 2023 03:41 pmso. like i said. i was happy intensively happy so i stayed it bed. i managed 2 mins before a grey turns up. says "you should wash your dress, its tiny amount of dirty". and the bra bra jättebra charade.
i got healthy from smoking, then more healthy from eating right. just being near a grey makes you psychotic (its spelled fultjack, bad dope, they drink it by the litres instead of coffee). its fucked up. of course they want as many people sick for as long as possible and the most possible sick. the psychiatric system obviously cooperates with agenda2030. i will never get a reduction of the neuroleptics. they planned the opposite actually. a nurse asks me "dont you take your meds at all?". rrrrright. i get paranoid if i dont take them. ive taken probably 90% if not more.
awesome. then mister latino threw my pills on the floor and gave me 2 then put 2 more on the entrance. its all planned. i will soon have 2 or even 3 injections. i will have anxiety 24/7. i will just be like when i was born. choleric. except its cute (for about 2 secs) if a baby is angry and sad. a grown up man isnt allowed any emotions whatsoever.
i am back at square one. i only got punished for turning healthy and tidying up my home. it will turn to -35 degrees celcius next winter. miss greek told it so it must be true. anyway eating healthy only really helped not getting banned from miss poetry site. and im done with poetry so it doesnt matter.
i left after half the movie. it wasnt a drama though. an mtv:ish filmclip bullshit deal. about 1 song. wow. fun. douche.
i will start eating junkfood again. and i need that face tatu. hmm. will ask for 2000 sek from miss economy. it doesnt last long if you want to cook proper food. and snus and cigs. ive managed to only buy 1 snus puck per week for 2 weeks. and i had some old ones. anyway. mirage away away away.
i will now listen to velvet acid christ - pretty toy. its all wellness take a deep breathe and relax here and now woohoo. or maybe thats vaginismus (crotch kick mix). or fuck you bitch (goth queen bitch) aka speedball overdose. sort of how i wrote when i finished the last bottle with 85% absinthe.
no. music sucks. rappers know shitall about music and i fucking hate music. i want intellectuality. and who is more intellectual than mister grosssmart? you never know. how about suicide commando (beat beyond recognition)?
oh. i cooked some peppermint tea. then i put a plate and more small plates on top. waited a couple of hours. it turned deep red. it protects against despair it seems. i have it now but im sort of ok. need. more. pepper. mint. hey you dont need to wash your teeth just eat your veggies last. they clean the teeth. if you have dirty whatever cutlery just cut some potatoes for example and it cleans them =) <3
zero emotions yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh. hey the countess called me up last night when id had despair for an hour. thats what friends are for. jag älskar dig cecilia <3
hey i miss you tracey. its all i do <3 youre lovely! ok? and such. dont say stuff because it rhymes with a real bad word and miss sri lanka numero first liked that. anyway. awesome.
i got healthy from smoking, then more healthy from eating right. just being near a grey makes you psychotic (its spelled fultjack, bad dope, they drink it by the litres instead of coffee). its fucked up. of course they want as many people sick for as long as possible and the most possible sick. the psychiatric system obviously cooperates with agenda2030. i will never get a reduction of the neuroleptics. they planned the opposite actually. a nurse asks me "dont you take your meds at all?". rrrrright. i get paranoid if i dont take them. ive taken probably 90% if not more.
awesome. then mister latino threw my pills on the floor and gave me 2 then put 2 more on the entrance. its all planned. i will soon have 2 or even 3 injections. i will have anxiety 24/7. i will just be like when i was born. choleric. except its cute (for about 2 secs) if a baby is angry and sad. a grown up man isnt allowed any emotions whatsoever.
i am back at square one. i only got punished for turning healthy and tidying up my home. it will turn to -35 degrees celcius next winter. miss greek told it so it must be true. anyway eating healthy only really helped not getting banned from miss poetry site. and im done with poetry so it doesnt matter.
i left after half the movie. it wasnt a drama though. an mtv:ish filmclip bullshit deal. about 1 song. wow. fun. douche.
i will start eating junkfood again. and i need that face tatu. hmm. will ask for 2000 sek from miss economy. it doesnt last long if you want to cook proper food. and snus and cigs. ive managed to only buy 1 snus puck per week for 2 weeks. and i had some old ones. anyway. mirage away away away.
i will now listen to velvet acid christ - pretty toy. its all wellness take a deep breathe and relax here and now woohoo. or maybe thats vaginismus (crotch kick mix). or fuck you bitch (goth queen bitch) aka speedball overdose. sort of how i wrote when i finished the last bottle with 85% absinthe.
no. music sucks. rappers know shitall about music and i fucking hate music. i want intellectuality. and who is more intellectual than mister grosssmart? you never know. how about suicide commando (beat beyond recognition)?
oh. i cooked some peppermint tea. then i put a plate and more small plates on top. waited a couple of hours. it turned deep red. it protects against despair it seems. i have it now but im sort of ok. need. more. pepper. mint. hey you dont need to wash your teeth just eat your veggies last. they clean the teeth. if you have dirty whatever cutlery just cut some potatoes for example and it cleans them =) <3
zero emotions yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh. hey the countess called me up last night when id had despair for an hour. thats what friends are for. jag älskar dig cecilia <3
hey i miss you tracey. its all i do <3 youre lovely! ok? and such. dont say stuff because it rhymes with a real bad word and miss sri lanka numero first liked that. anyway. awesome.
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Jan. 20th, 2023 04:13 pmoh right i get delete happy if i eat junkfood again. ok. i double loss and some gain and some weight loss. i need foppa skor. ya see. we had this hockey? player. who made ads for these shoes which are just plastic. i used to use them. i even used them during slosh in söder once. that sucked. almost slipped. have never slipped in slosh. ok. sometimes. anyway. tracey. i recommend pepper mint tea and camomile tea. it should just be the herbs no bullshit. empty the contents of 1 bag in water, boil it up, put on a heavy plate then more above. sleep. wake up to real strong real healthy herbal tea <3 better than weed any day of the week.
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Jan. 20th, 2023 10:45 pmhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CMWLX0KXwF4
tove lo - no one dies from love. this is cool. vapourwave. didnt know it was her. swedens pride <3
tove lo - no one dies from love. this is cool. vapourwave. didnt know it was her. swedens pride <3