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Jan. 20th, 2023 03:41 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
vaaso. like i said. i was happy intensively happy so i stayed it bed. i managed 2 mins before a grey turns up. says "you should wash your dress, its tiny amount of dirty". and the bra bra jättebra charade.
i got healthy from smoking, then more healthy from eating right. just being near a grey makes you psychotic (its spelled fultjack, bad dope, they drink it by the litres instead of coffee). its fucked up. of course they want as many people sick for as long as possible and the most possible sick. the psychiatric system obviously cooperates with agenda2030. i will never get a reduction of the neuroleptics. they planned the opposite actually. a nurse asks me "dont you take your meds at all?". rrrrright. i get paranoid if i dont take them. ive taken probably 90% if not more.
awesome. then mister latino threw my pills on the floor and gave me 2 then put 2 more on the entrance. its all planned. i will soon have 2 or even 3 injections. i will have anxiety 24/7. i will just be like when i was born. choleric. except its cute (for about 2 secs) if a baby is angry and sad. a grown up man isnt allowed any emotions whatsoever.
i am back at square one. i only got punished for turning healthy and tidying up my home. it will turn to -35 degrees celcius next winter. miss greek told it so it must be true. anyway eating healthy only really helped not getting banned from miss poetry site. and im done with poetry so it doesnt matter.
i left after half the movie. it wasnt a drama though. an mtv:ish filmclip bullshit deal. about 1 song. wow. fun. douche.
i will start eating junkfood again. and i need that face tatu. hmm. will ask for 2000 sek from miss economy. it doesnt last long if you want to cook proper food. and snus and cigs. ive managed to only buy 1 snus puck per week for 2 weeks. and i had some old ones. anyway. mirage away away away.
i will now listen to velvet acid christ - pretty toy. its all wellness take a deep breathe and relax here and now woohoo. or maybe thats vaginismus (crotch kick mix). or fuck you bitch (goth queen bitch) aka speedball overdose. sort of how i wrote when i finished the last bottle with 85% absinthe.
no. music sucks. rappers know shitall about music and i fucking hate music. i want intellectuality. and who is more intellectual than mister grosssmart? you never know. how about suicide commando (beat beyond recognition)?
oh. i cooked some peppermint tea. then i put a plate and more small plates on top. waited a couple of hours. it turned deep red. it protects against despair it seems. i have it now but im sort of ok. need. more. pepper. mint. hey you dont need to wash your teeth just eat your veggies last. they clean the teeth. if you have dirty whatever cutlery just cut some potatoes for example and it cleans them =) <3
zero emotions yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh. hey the countess called me up last night when id had despair for an hour. thats what friends are for. jag älskar dig cecilia <3
hey i miss you tracey. its all i do <3 youre lovely! ok? and such. dont say stuff because it rhymes with a real bad word and miss sri lanka numero first liked that. anyway. awesome.
i got healthy from smoking, then more healthy from eating right. just being near a grey makes you psychotic (its spelled fultjack, bad dope, they drink it by the litres instead of coffee). its fucked up. of course they want as many people sick for as long as possible and the most possible sick. the psychiatric system obviously cooperates with agenda2030. i will never get a reduction of the neuroleptics. they planned the opposite actually. a nurse asks me "dont you take your meds at all?". rrrrright. i get paranoid if i dont take them. ive taken probably 90% if not more.
awesome. then mister latino threw my pills on the floor and gave me 2 then put 2 more on the entrance. its all planned. i will soon have 2 or even 3 injections. i will have anxiety 24/7. i will just be like when i was born. choleric. except its cute (for about 2 secs) if a baby is angry and sad. a grown up man isnt allowed any emotions whatsoever.
i am back at square one. i only got punished for turning healthy and tidying up my home. it will turn to -35 degrees celcius next winter. miss greek told it so it must be true. anyway eating healthy only really helped not getting banned from miss poetry site. and im done with poetry so it doesnt matter.
i left after half the movie. it wasnt a drama though. an mtv:ish filmclip bullshit deal. about 1 song. wow. fun. douche.
i will start eating junkfood again. and i need that face tatu. hmm. will ask for 2000 sek from miss economy. it doesnt last long if you want to cook proper food. and snus and cigs. ive managed to only buy 1 snus puck per week for 2 weeks. and i had some old ones. anyway. mirage away away away.
i will now listen to velvet acid christ - pretty toy. its all wellness take a deep breathe and relax here and now woohoo. or maybe thats vaginismus (crotch kick mix). or fuck you bitch (goth queen bitch) aka speedball overdose. sort of how i wrote when i finished the last bottle with 85% absinthe.
no. music sucks. rappers know shitall about music and i fucking hate music. i want intellectuality. and who is more intellectual than mister grosssmart? you never know. how about suicide commando (beat beyond recognition)?
oh. i cooked some peppermint tea. then i put a plate and more small plates on top. waited a couple of hours. it turned deep red. it protects against despair it seems. i have it now but im sort of ok. need. more. pepper. mint. hey you dont need to wash your teeth just eat your veggies last. they clean the teeth. if you have dirty whatever cutlery just cut some potatoes for example and it cleans them =) <3
zero emotions yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh. hey the countess called me up last night when id had despair for an hour. thats what friends are for. jag älskar dig cecilia <3
hey i miss you tracey. its all i do <3 youre lovely! ok? and such. dont say stuff because it rhymes with a real bad word and miss sri lanka numero first liked that. anyway. awesome.
