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hi miss dae! <3 i dreamt something but dont remember much now. i was trippy in a strange place. thats all i know.

anyway. the power of chocolate. wow! i fell asleep without

1) showering
2) meds
3) music on

just amazing!

anxiety now already? from typing? using my hands. oh joy =(

so its almost 7 in the morning. ALREADY? oh. right. have some crowns left. hmm.

oh. not much in notification way on facebook. 6 private messages. 5 from spambots. oh well. need to remember the fap once in awhile haha. 19 normal. was nuffin speshul.

hey. smoked my first cigarillo. 2 people went in when i got near. oh well. cant win em all. left the 1/3 to miss neighbour. she doesnt get angry anymore because i visit her every day. but i cant be friends with her. since were friends enough shell just steal all my cigs.

"because the demon waits and waits and will be satisfied" - nietzsche

she reminds me of julia in some ways <3 lovely! ^________^

lovely new day! its drizzling more now. just cute lil raindrops, couldnt hurt anyone, mayhaps? :) <3

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had a dream about some dude playing to an audience. he kept saying the same thing between the songs eventually, as he was tired and was SUPPOSED to say something, i reflected on that, in the dream, that even rockstars have a hard job.

oh, entirely blue sky. wow. i had both the door open and the window open at the top. beautiful beautiful sky <3 =) im shaking because im so cold. i checked up the medical info on truxal, my new pill. it gives parkinsonism. which is merely fear.

like this chick who hickuped all the time. she said shed gone to umpteenth doctors and no one had any idea. i just said "no, you hickup when youre afraid". and that was that. she didnt say thank you or anything. people dont do that to me. or maybe its the sign of the times......

anyway the dream explains itself, i was listening to this

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HxJhYpTIrl8

jose gonzales - heartbeats (live)

a real good live performance. and he does say "and the prawns are great" lol.

"to call for hands above, to lean on" <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

i did wake up wonderfully, since id eaten lots of chocolate too :D and i wrote a new "I LOVE LICKING YOUR PUSSY JULIA" and miss obducent (they take care of dead bodies) had commented it :D

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nXFL6PBdo5Y

this is something highly unusual. its a spiritual song, sung by alison krauss. it is called "down to the river to pray". when i miss tracey i listen to this, when i dont know i miss tracey i listen to this. i always miss you. hey, thats also a song! <3 it is witch house. from witchdragons <3 :)

https://witchcore.bandcamp.com/track/i-always-miss-you

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jvwOO8wPp8o

seriously tracey you have to hear this. its so beautiful. hommage. omg! around the world, remember, was it daft punk or that king of my castle band? ^_______^