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theres lots sort of self harm
not eating or taking
drugs is also self harm

being mean to people
so you only get
enemies is self harm

being chaotic like i was
before is self harm

deleting things
is self harm

we all harm ourselves
in whatever we do

i wish we healed more
but thats for
the lucky ones

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"i just bought
a painting
of a woman
praying next
to a tree"
said julia

i prayed next
to an oak once
and fell asleep
next to it
i wanted to
rebirth
as a tree
maybe
it was winter
lots of snow
they found me there
i had to use like
10 blankets to thaw

(no subject)

hey just a quickie photoshop. was long ago. hey! might be the cover of the new album. live for lies. its texts there too. or not. i need to buy ableton <3

(no subject)

his lady elena. if i may call you so :( (: this is something special. its poems inspired by my poems. i love you allpoetry!

white snow
white snow
we created all of this
all of us
skip all the bad things
be yourself
i am pisces on the moon
the more the system
breaks me down
the more clairevoyant
i become
i am in so much pain
it’s beautiful

.

At last there is a blue sky;
I have waited for this for long.
Birds are singing and I love this,
for it is live.
Turn off all electronic machines at night,
for you yourself and the universe need a rest.
The earth will appreciate this,
and even the moon will do so.

.

there is no sin
there is no karma

the consequence
of your action here

is my spirit
just a little
more lightened

and enlightened

.

And pray I would
Before such open arms
reaching upward to clouded sky...

Such grace to bear winters breath!
Oh to sleep next....

Without imagination,
who could see those dragons circling to comfort me?

Sleep best upon cold cloud of snow,
oh sadness to bear the thaw.

(no subject)

im convinced

that you can eat

yourself to health

(no subject)

what it doesnt feel like for a guy

being a guy
is having no
emotions whatsoever
its keeping your shit together
concentration
not that boring though
i like being a guy