(no subject)

still not heard
from beija online
maybe she was
bad with english
oh wait nope
it turned sour
but not that sour
i miss her
i miss everyone ive loved
that i still love
in my mind
in my poetry
in my art
in my music
i never miss nietzsche
and all other
wonderful thinkers
theyre always there
and i used to
collect compliments
but ive gotten so many
at allpoetry
that theres no point
in copy and paste
because i just enjoy them
maybe one day....

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most people seem to think

that critique means

to find fault with

it doesnt mean that at all

it means to critically analyze something

either positively or negatively or both

hey a poem! ^___^

i want my legs back instead of laying here

i want to shower 5 times a day instead of once a week

i want to lay in my big bed with that big comfy blanket
instead of the ugly one i got now

i want to go to the grocery store out of the blue
and buy an icecream package and eat it all in 3 mins

i want to fall in love for a long time instead of
porn and staff which only visit minutes at a time

i want so much and can do so little
but maybe i do a lot
almost all my fans are quiet
since i destroy all i love
except for bella
but ive gotten OCD about her
so thats also over
theres no
much left