hey a poem! ^___^

[vaa]

i want my legs back instead of laying here

i want to shower 5 times a day instead of once a week

i want to lay in my big bed with that big comfy blanket
instead of the ugly one i got now

i want to go to the grocery store out of the blue
and buy an icecream package and eat it all in 3 mins

i want to fall in love for a long time instead of
porn and staff which only visit minutes at a time

i want so much and can do so little
but maybe i do a lot
almost all my fans are quiet
since i destroy all i love
except for bella
but ive gotten OCD about her
so thats also over
theres no
much left