Aug. 12th, 2023

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the song is to the singer

and comes back most to him
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follow your heart

but take your

brain with you
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the realest people

don’t have a

lot of friends
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Behind every sweet smile

there is a bitter sadness

that no one can see and feel

poem ^__^

Aug. 12th, 2023 11:12 am
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my mom has

screamed to me twice

when i lived at home

YOU DESTROY EVERYTHING

so i turned into

a perfectionist

with a lot of despair

the despair ive accepted

in some ways im stronger

and i heal too

and i get poem ideas

and quotes to me

id prefer plus polarity

synchronicity though

but dont have

much of that left

i also tried to

be perfect for every

woman i met

online and offline

which just meant

that i fucked

up eventually

and they just

turned quiet online

or ignored me IRL

and i blame

myself for

it all

its easier that way

than getting bitter

i was bitter than women didnt choose me

just someone average after id warmed them up

but i dont mind

i was laughed at by everyone

but i was still myself

and then i met bella

so it was worth it
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i guess ill have to live with pain from now on
i guess ill have to live with tiredness from now on
i guess ill have to live with anxiety from now on
its not a worthy life but i know many who live it
and i strive on try to see the good in everything
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chance is called chaos theory. e.g. jazz music belongs to the chaos theory. what that means is if they solve it, which they get closer, they will be able to emulate the entire universe. the reptilians did it 200 million years ago with a dyson sphere around our second sun ("the moon"), and we live in their illusion. only through love, questioning, and art do we emerge from it, manifesting our eternal selves.
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18 Aug 2022 - 21 Nov 2022

Innehåll
1 Book
1.1 2004-2006
1.1.1 3 Poems & Mishmash
1.1.2 Unpublished
1.2 2009
1.3 2010
1.4 2011
1.5 2012
1.6 Nedgången (SRV)
1.7 Osorterat
1.8 References

Book


1

Yours Truly
The artists, the freaks, the geeks
The teaks, the meeks
the what weird teeths
The bleaks, the bleached
The beached, the seaked

2

Yours truly, Tillägnad

some 100s aphorisms

mostly correctly

individually dated

upon their inception

circa 1997 to 2004-2006

to 2019-2012 to present

2004-2006
3 Poems & Mishmash

1
The purpose
of a flower
is to bloom
not spread

2
Comfort
corrupts

3
An enemy is a friend with
an unresolved argument

4
Imperfections is perfection

5
True praise
is intimidating


6
A song
not worth
listening to
a 100 times
in a row
is not worth
listening to

7
Be yourself
find yourself
then your dreams
come naturally

9
Always
You anti-get
what you desire
Expect nothing
to receive everything

10
Art is remembrance
Masterpiece is forever

11
Be yourself
find yourself
Then the art
comes naturally

12
There is
no point
in acting
differently
if you do it
only for that
Act differently
because of
that odd thing
you love to do
Unpublished


1
Egoillusion
Dreamreality

2
You can only
scratch a diamond
with another diamond

3
The grand
is in the
minute

4
We are all
immigrants
from Africa
2009


1 ’09
Without the
nationalistic wars
in the 19th and
20th century
There wouldn’t
have been a
Dada / Hippie
movement
And the world
would have been
a boring place

2 ’09
It works
if you think
that everyone
is like you;
pink

3 ’09
The more
you know
the more
you want
to know

Summer ’09
Zeroes in the crowd
Heroes in the now

Juni ’09
The more the merrier
said the 10th soupchef

August ’09
Hard to get
Hard to forget


September 1 ’09
Comfort corrupts
But more
comfort bores

September 2 ’09
It’s hard to
not get upset
when you get insulted
but almost harder
to really enjoy
a compliment

October 1 ’09
We're all so different
We're all so the same

Oktober 2 ’09
Don’t write
what you think is good Neither what you
want to be good
Write only what you
feel is good

November ’09
Nice guys
finish first

November ’09
The more you rest
The more life
feels like a test




December ’09
No one is
straight



2010


1 ‘10
If you get rid
of something
it eventually
comes back

2 ‘10
A job well done
is worth a dozen
that aren’t

3 ‘10
It’s only after
losing everything
That you see life’s
true values

4
rappare kan
ingenting
om musik

4 ’10
Don’t judge
a person
by their
shadow

5 ’10
64kbps ought
to be enough
for anyone

January 1 ‘10
I like cold
because
I like heat

January 2 ‘10
The more it costs
The more you
can do without

February 1 ‘10
The only thing better
than getting a book
is getting a notebook



February 2 ‘10
Life is not
1-bit
But 32-bit
floating point


5 Mars ‘10
Gossip
says more about
those who speak it
than those it’s spoken about

14 Mars ‘10
Soap & seed
go hand in hand

19 Mars ‘10
When we watch TV
we just want to laugh
but when we read the news
we only want to cry

25 Mars ‘10
Life is in
the small
but not
the petty
things

1 april ‘10
You never knew
you needed it
until you got it

8 april ‘10
Life is like a lemon
it can make you sour
But if you make
lemon cupcakes
you’ll turn it into
something good

8 april ‘10
good and evil are not
mutually exclusive
goodies make you feel bad
and meanness can actually
result in something good








9 april ‘10
There’s only
one thing worse
than saying
i can’t afford it
and that is
i don’t have
the time

9 april ‘10
I can’t tell this to anyone
I can tell this to everyone



10 april ‘10
Half of
artwork
is work


11 april ‘10
I don’t write for a living
I write to stay alive


12 april ‘10
The only thing worse
than having an
empty mailbox
is having one
that’s full





15 april ‘10
Life comes with challenges no matter where you turn




15 april 2010
Flowing water
never freezes

15 Maj ‘10
The stronger the magnet
The more junk it attracts



20 Maj ‘10
Records
speak louder
than interviews

4 Juli ‘10
The only thing worse
than having too little paint
is having too much

10 Juli ‘10
Self-denial
is the
foremost
virtue





13 Juli ‘10
When someone
immature creates
It turns into art
that makes you feel bad
But when someone
mature does it
You enjoy it instead

22 Juli ‘10
Practice
makes
perfect, yes...
But in the end
it’s just results
that count

8 aug ‘10
He who waits for a goodie
Eats the whole lot


21 aug ’10
The only things you lose
is stuff you never
really needed




25 aug ‘10
It’s just
as hard
every
time


7 September ‘10
Living is dying
Dying is living

21 September ’10
Nagging
is the mother
of procrastination

22 September ‘10
The one
you love the most
your treat the worse

17 October ‘10
What’s spoken
gets eventually broken

11 November ‘10
Some should die
when they’re one
others when
they’re
a hundred
And it always
makes me
wonder

15 November ‘10
Don’t live for today
Live for tomorrow

20 November ‘10
Inspiration
is experience
converted

5 December ‘10
Almost at hand
But banned


11 December ‘10
When you get an idea
Then fulfill it directly
Or you’ll regret
that you regretted it



12 December ‘10
It’s a good thing
to feel bad sometimes
Or you wouldn’t
do things
to feel good

19 December ‘10
Fresh
Metal
Cool
Just as
abstract
concepts
all 3 of ‘em

29 December ‘10
Art
is
originality




2011


1 jan ’11
It’s only people
without taste
which say
that they like
anything

7 jan ‘11
∞21=0
0w/1=∞

8 jan ‘11
The worst thing
about complaining
is that you
sometimes
get it your way

11 jan ‘11
The way
you lead your life
That way your life
ultimately leads you

18 jan ‘11
The day plays
The night forays

28 jan ‘11
You’re
just the way
you describe others



2 Februari
All that is
transparent
is not water

6 Februari ‘11
Screaming is good for you
Unless you want to be heard

14 Februari ‘11
Close your eyes and live, or
Open your eyes and dream

17 Februari ‘11
Love is blind
But sometimes
You can be so bland
that you do not see the love which before you stand

24 February ’11
Everything that happens does so at the expense
of something else

25 Februari ‘11
If it’s negative it’s positive
If it’s positive it’s negative

1 Mars ‘11
You wouldn’t do it
for your family
You wouldn’t do it
for your country
But you would do it
for vanity

23 Mars ’11
’Error’ is a personality-trait
belonging to everyone

4 April ’11
If you try to be ordinary
you’ll become extraordinary
If you want to be special
you’ll turn common

12 April ’11
To be openminded doesn’t rule out that you’re close-minded about some things
The same is if you’re wise
then you’re not exempt
from acting like a fool

18 April ’11
You can afford to buy
pre-cooked food
You can afford to smoke
Don’t call yourself poor

27 April ’11
Doing nothing
is for nobodies

13 apr ‘11
He who gives
gets taken from

17 apr ‘11
I’m industrious
out of pure laziness otherwise i’d get
too much worries
10 Maj ‘11
The old want to
turn younger
The young want
to turn older

23 May ‘11
Of Summers Day
and Summer Night
Speaks Winter
merely in
Grey & White

28 maj ‘11
Freedom’s
just another word
for following the herd
Freedom isn’t
saying the word


8 Juni ’11
It’s in the
beginning
that everything
happens

8 July ’11
Life is a journey
Life is movement
Death is a destination
Like burned claymation

24 July ‘11
The more you rest
The more life
feels like a test
28 Augusti ’11
It’s not
the taste of love
but the aftertaste

6 September ’11
An average person
is just a zero
But a genious
is a madman too

10 September ’11
Teenagers:
The ones with
the most possiblity
to learn and the
least motivation
to actually
do anything

14 September ’11
The lie never changes
(if you’re good at remembering
things that is)
but there’s always
more to unlock
from the truth

21 September ’11
In really
deep relations
One both
loves and hates
eachother
at the same time

Oktober ’11[1]
It goes easier
if you take it slow
Instead of being
blow-for-blow

Det är enklare
om du tar det lugnt
istället för att
springa runt

2 October ’11
You shouldn’t
throw wineglasses
in houses of concrete

4 October ’11
Don’t judge
a book
by its cover
Because there
are so many
excellent covers
to so many
terrible books

7 October ’11
News aren’t new
And they aren’t something
you wish you knew





15 Oktober ’11
First we laugh until we cry
then we cry until we laugh

19 Oktober ’11 1
Stop smoking &
become smoking
with your smoking

19 Oktober ’11 2
When joy is here
we don’t notice it
But when sorrow visits us
we have to make it known over and over again but nobody takes notice anyway


19 Oktober ’11 3
The ones
without hair want it
the ones with shave it
the ones with dark hair
want to be blonde
blondes want their hair pink
brunettes
want to be redheads
and redheads dye
their hair black

20 October ’11
You’ll turn chunky
if you eat in chunks

21 October ’11
B/U

23 October ’11
Anger
is
concentrated crying





27 October ’11
The first thing[2]
which you
get blind on
is the eyes
The first thing
you open
is your mouth

5 November ’11
To someone
who acts
some way
some time
Watch out
or you’ll turn
into that
one day

23 November ’11
Everything
happens for a reason
And with enough reasons
something happens


23 November ’11
Everything happens
for a reason
and with enough reasons something happens


7 December ’11
Dancemusic
Eventhough
it’s got so high bpm
it contains very little

12 December ’11
Foster your children
the best you can
so when they’re teenagers they can forget everything
in a very short span

19 December ’11
Addiction is like
a lover that visit you
But all of a sudden she’s moved into your house


26 December ’11
He
who doesn’t
actively disagree
agrees
2012


14 January ’12
With
too much pain
it turns ironry



13 February ’12
One word
paints
a
thousand
pictures

17 Februari ’12
Noise doesn’t matter
as long as you
create it yourself

17 Februari ’12
When you see
a fatty you laugh
But when you see
a skinny you cry

28 Februari ’12[3]
It’s dead
it will
manage

28 Februari ’12
If christianity says that you can’t judge someone
because you don’t know them then it should reasonably
say that you shouldn’t love anyone because
you don’t know how horrible they are

1 mars ’12
Treat others
the way
you get treated

behandla andra
som du blir
behandlad själv

1 mars ’12
When you see a overly clothed person
you try to control your giggles
But when you see someone
naked you just try
to control yourself
Nedgången (SRV)


2022-11-20 23:50
det ultimata är att tänka
känslor hör till animat
så det är bättre att
förstöra sin kropp
än sitt sinne
man ska dö nyfiken
inte förvirrad

2022-11-18 12:50
ensamhet ger altruism
altruism ger lathet
lathet ger kreativitet
och så fortgår det

2022-11-17 11:15
the universe:
1) living matter (redwhite) [art] {earth} [present] {reality}
2) battery (greenblack) [memory] {heaven} [previous] {dream}
3) ectoplasma (bluegrey) [afterlife] {moon} [future] {mare}

2022-11-11 11:22
sjung som om du aldrig får din röst hörd
dansa som om ingen någonsin skulle bryr sig
älska som om du aldrig skulle släppa taget
arbeta även om det är en obetald börda
lev varje dag som du alltid gör

2022 10 25 09 52
ps/2 keyboards are advanced
their reaction time
is measured in milliseconds
thus you do not need more
than 10 fingers to write quickly
just fast writing speed which can
be maintained for 8 hours
per day for 50 years

2022 10 24 20 24
karma bounces
just like light

2022 10 22 14 45
beskydda de som
betyder mest för dig
eller till vilka du betyder mest

2022 10 22 07:21
if you eat something which has its nutrients removed
you will not only "not" get the nutrients
they will also get removed from your body
because the food tries to harmonize itself

2022 10 21 09:52 se
Säga vad man vill om vaccinet.
För min del klarade jag första steget,
och jag inser nu att det
läker mig varje gång jag sover.

2022 10 21 09:52 en
Say whatever you want about the vaccine
For myself personally I survived the first step
And have now realised it heals me every time I sleep

2022 10 21 09:26 se
oavsett om
du inte gör något
eller inte tänker
så gör du något till slut
och tänker till slut

2022 10 21 09:26 en
no matter if
you are inactive
or if you do not
think things through
you do so eventually

2022 10 21 07:37
ytliga människor är inte ytliga
de lever i en värld
bortom din värld

2022 10 21 05:33 #2
its not hopeless
it can feel
like that often
like nobody cares
but its not true
no matter what
they say

2022 10 21 05:33 #1
alla gör sin del
stora som små
ingen är oskyldig
en ledare är endast
en reflektion av folket

2022 10 20 19 00 #3
att duscha bada vattenfall simma
är att hela sig själv från synder
i alla fall till det yttre
som påverkar det inre öga

2022 10 20 19 00 #2
det är ett himlajävla
änglademonsamhälle!?

2022 10 20 19 00 #1
universum är stort
det finns miljontals arter
som styr över hela himlavalvet
alla har utvecklat datorer och rymdfärder
om man ser något som primitivt
ser man endast in i sig själv

2022 10 20 16:30
det
är bra att
må dåligt ibland
istället för att må
halvdåligt hela tiden

2022 10 20 14:54
de blå ska man komma ihåg
de röda ska man glömma

2022 10 18 6:56
if youre not having fun with friends
then i dont see the point of living
theres so many things you can do alone
and none of them really matter
for me its been gaming
i dont identify as an artist
because ive barely met artists
my only diagnosis is human
and i dont mean partying
as ive sort of never done it
just talking to people enjoying life
enjoying your job
enjoying your art your music
your view of the world through friends

2022 sep 38 16:56
i have chosen to be without phones
i have long prefered computers
and now have a laptop
there is always
good and bad in anything
you have to decide if
the good outweighs the bad
there is no point in fitting in
because at the end of the day
you only have yourself

2022 sep 28 16:28
the village idiot speaks to others
the village elder speaks to others
the village idiot speaks to anyone
the village elder speaks when asked
they are quite similar
and can be said to be the same person
they are opposites to eachother
the idiot is anti-shape to the elder
the elder is anti-shape to the idiot
they are still the same
they can be portrayed as
gods angels bards thieves
they are not among
the common people
if you only meet elders and
have a problem with them
they have a problem with you
if you only meet idiots
you are the true idiot

2022 sep 6 12:21 #2
bara döda
människor
dansar

2022 sep 6 12:21 #1
toxoplasmos är
stockholms
syndromet

2022 sep 5 15:07 #3
Neuroleptics reduce
your frequency

2022 sep 5 15:07 #2
första enda sista
first you think theyre worth something
then they pretend to like you
then they want something from you
then you lose

2022 sep 5 15:07 #1
Psykopati
Verkligheten är
viktigare än
psyket

2022 10 05 06 27
Livlighet
det sägs att katter har nio liv
men elefanter har åttio åtta

2022 10 05 06 24
Ultimata sanningen
everything can be faked on any level whatsoever
emotions objects people you name it
you need to learn to discern

Karma Kameleont
Om du ger tillbaka
till brödraskapet
ger de också tillbaka

Bättre Vänner
Bättre
en elak vän
än 1000 falska

Better Friends
its better to have
1 real friend than a
thousand false ones

The problem with making a difference
whats the difference between
having problems and making a difference?
if you whine enough you let everyone control you
be yourself its simple it might not seem so
but at the end of the day it is

if you see both
the angel on your left
and the devil on your right
it should be easy right

Vi med rött hår / fräknar / ljus hy (genen) har ett problem
Vi kan inte va i solen Våra fläckar syns klart och tydligt

2022 10 01
rave rimmar med rape
och de gör mer
än att endast
rimma

2022 09 30
everything
is created
in real time

2022 09 29
if you create you have a vision
if you destroy you never know

2022 09 28
racism is a
legitimate
emotion

2022 sep 20 20:00
attack something
stronger than you
or you leave a mark

2022 sep 20
if you are not grey when you are rebirthing then something is wrong with you
if you are not red when you are young then something is wrong with you
if you are not blue when you are old then something is wrong with you
if you are not green when you are dead then something is wrong with you



10-talet
När du skrattar
Är det ditt
hjärta som
fattar

2022 09 30
Det är bättre att vara artist än att vara en idiot
Om du är ensam för att brödraskapet gav upp på dig
Var glad de är inget att sträva efter

2022 09 30
80/20 regeln
80% förstår
10% överdriver
10% är eldsjälar

2022 09 30
Try not to be a man of value,
but just be proud of yourself.
What you have done, how you have
changed the world and its inhabitant
You don't want to wake up one day
and realise you have ruined your son
and he is just a reflection of you
and will perpetuate this lie

2022 09 30
koldioxid
skapar inte vatten
endast sorg gör det

2022 08
Women's love is a
romantic comedy
Men's love is a
comic book

2022 okt 05 15:07
ångest utan
ångest med
ångest

2022 09 27
do not mess with geeks
they have root user
access to the universe

xxyx?
spermier samarbetar
ägg är äggoistiska

2020
bitterhet är en lyx
och du är en hora
en lyxhora

mörk halo
du är bara en psykopat
som råkade födas
med en fitta

The bright side of life
suicide — do not knock it until you try it
suicide — once in a lifetime experience
suicide — i am committed
Osorterat


?
the only thing worse
than having a full mailbox
is having an empty one

2004-2005
art is originality

2022 09 28 11 01
things happen people change
and make art of how they change
of how you changed them

00-talet
there is a
certain warm smile
only mothers can have

kristianstad och
botkyrka tur och retur
allt är på gott och ont
det som är gott gör ont
och det som är ont
kan på något sätt
vara gott

2022 sep 24 13:37
if you speak from your heart
in the name of truth and justice
nothing can touch you

2022 sep 23 15:00
if you get
to know someone
you get to know
more sides of them
like a diamond
like crystals

2022 sep 23 14:41
if you have voices in your head
and it seems you can no longer reach lower
it is always possible to reach lower
digging is easier than flying

00-10~talet
de två sidorna
det går bara att förstå något genom att döda det
det går bara att förstå något genom att älska det

00e10
vi är inte gjorda för att leva
vi är gjorda för att inte dö

90e00
the secret in movie reviews
is talking about the movie
without talking about the movie

2009
det går att
drömma för
mycket

l00e10
barn gör inte
som du säger
de gör som
du gör

00-e10
hur du lever ditt liv lever till slut ditt liv dig
how you live your life your life eventually lives you

00-talet
the truth shall
imprison you

det är otroligt
hur många gånger
man kan göra
samma misstag
och inte lära
sig från det

00-talet
one has to do something
to talk about something
when one does not
do something

10-talet
ju snyggare en kvinna e
desto fulare e hon
ju fulare en man e
desto snyggare e han

2022
anger has a frequency
du kan känna det i luften

2022
Orden
Hipster och Terrorister
rimmar med varandra
och de gör mer än
att endast rimma

2022
music
is democracy
you decide

2022
words speak
louder than
actions

2022
the modus operandi of[4]
alcoholics is either
being stupid
or serious
often, these
are combined

2022
conservative, as you might know, means[5]
making everything be the same indefinitely.
although, if you add different temperatures
to it, it could expand (rot / mögla).
and thus, when you finally get to know
what its about, it makes you vomit.
or you have a perverse taste, and youll shovel
that shit down yours and everybody elses throat.
and since they have a disgusting sense of smell,
theyll never stop cheering for you.

00-talet
tio tusen misstag
och ett exempel

av Tomas Emma Johansson

References
1 mom
2 dad
3 about a fir tree
4 The Modus operandi of alcoholics
5 Youre allowed to have an opinion of your own

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