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Jan. 14th, 2024 11:00 amgenuine joy is also needed, otherwise we all degenerate into porn watchers or sex addicts. like seeing a work of art when you've finished it, kissing your loved one, watching your children grow up, watching your business flourish. I am very cheerful, and if I made someone laugh in a day, that day is not lost. have reduced medicine now, and had 2 laughs yesterday. it was so long ago... the plutchik wheel says that calm, joy and ecstasy are the same basic feeling, and mostly I feel only calm, sometimes there are higher emotions. but mostly calm... the calm in the storm. and quitting tv, netflix, youtube, news papers, helps the most. I remember about a month ago I watched real TV for a few days, and I was completely paralyzed by the war in Ukraine. You couldn't do anything about it! and they reported on it all the time! indifference / lead is the worst, worse than fear. it eventually kills you. same with loneliness, and Sweden is a very lonely people. the "primitive" cultures are held together as a people, but a Swede does not even relate to another Swede. we are heading towards our doomsday... completely without agenda2025 happening. many Swedes take a lot of medicines, or combine them with alcohol and drugs as well. it flows freely... we're already pretty dead as a population. i would say alcohol and weed is what kills us. we become dead inside. at first you feel stronger, then you become completely brain dead in the end, barely able to communicate with another person. and what I require is intellectual stimulation! and there isn't much of that in social media. so if anything you should understand your feelings and then master them - without legal or illegal drugs! "do the pills make you feel what you saw on tv today?"
