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vaaoh. the angels are talking about me.
so i cleared all my bad karma.
and my friends in hell are.
but if i dont just get progreammed
and lie stonefaced
i will only almost be commanded
that i only did wrong.
my eyes are stronger as the sun.
i got some idea that i was
thomidae jovovich.
xe had golden eyes.
the most beautiful on earth.
completely cold gaze.
but cats have a blank stare
because they see everything
infinitely.
what you see is not
what you get.
you have to think
beyond the mindcontrol.
even if it seems
no one cares
they still do.
you will be awarded
in the future
finally.
if you reflect the suns rays back.
to shield yourself
all your friends will be blinded by it.
because you are more pure metal.
every combination possible.
the true colour is yellow.
but it depends.
oh. now im supposed
to be a monkey?
ree ree still say theyre ok.
if you cant see the whole sky.
then how will you know about
the planets movement?
if you believe
everything on the news
you will just be
stonefaced-
this is dreamwidth.
this is life review.
it wasnt that difficult.
just be yourself
and it will be alright.
i have no friends
but the sky is on my side.
after bella i didnt need anyone else.
and i become the sun and i become the sky.
i wanted to say to denise.
that if your friends treat you like shit.
why do you have them?
same with xhyljeta.
so. i never actually sleep.
i dont have a problem with that.
when you sleep you get mindcontrolled.
i guess i could make a movie about this.
at ultimate frequency
it happens automagically.
tori amos said long ago
to create my own reality
whatever they say
it doesnt have to be true.
you have to believe in yourself.
you still need to think about
how everyone treats you.
and with bitchute i learned
to think in 10 different
paralel reatlies to every opinion.
so bella leaving me was good.
we were always had mind control.
just believe in yourself
another of my children
are talking to me.
the spirits talking to you
might make you believe things
are horrible just because
you are yourself.
my mother told me long ago
i wont die.
you dont need drugs.
alcohol weed
i chose dip.
for everyone its different
right. im talking to joe madden II.
so its gonna be ok however you do it.
it might be lonely. just be yourself
and itll be alright.
if you have to fight to survive
and have no friends
iitll still be ok.
yes. after bella
i felt no need to create anymore.
and theres a beltom universe.
so whatever they try to control you with.
just be yourself.
follow some rules.
so. the nanochip made
my back get smaller.
by about 20 centimeters.
and i need the staffs
help to heal me up.
so. i sound like a loser.
failer. faker. sellout.
by i was so all over
the place.
right. feel like a loser.
on many levels.
liar. and i have to talk like this
infinitely.
its still sofia. tomas. emma.
many. i lost 2 chakras.
yes. when i still lived
with my family
it was fun to be buzzed out.
i have incredible challenges.
the time just stops.
and i have to figure out
how to make it
the clcokwork start again
right. i have no heart chakra
and no spine.
i get it.
i spawned for ½ year
as sofia.
she has always been with me.
it was fun when the sun went down
and i had to fight for survival.
where everything mattered
to the nth degree.
i dont like throwing things
ayway. but i still do.
if i get completely stonewalled.
i try to say something to someone
i liked. i will eventually spam
them beyond their degree
they will try to destroy me
but they cant.
i will get a lot of enemies
but it will still be alright.
so. it changed quickly.
yes. i sound like a loser?
right. i have no life chakra either.
so i cleared all my bad karma.
and my friends in hell are.
but if i dont just get progreammed
and lie stonefaced
i will only almost be commanded
that i only did wrong.
my eyes are stronger as the sun.
i got some idea that i was
thomidae jovovich.
xe had golden eyes.
the most beautiful on earth.
completely cold gaze.
but cats have a blank stare
because they see everything
infinitely.
what you see is not
what you get.
you have to think
beyond the mindcontrol.
even if it seems
no one cares
they still do.
you will be awarded
in the future
finally.
if you reflect the suns rays back.
to shield yourself
all your friends will be blinded by it.
because you are more pure metal.
every combination possible.
the true colour is yellow.
but it depends.
oh. now im supposed
to be a monkey?
ree ree still say theyre ok.
if you cant see the whole sky.
then how will you know about
the planets movement?
if you believe
everything on the news
you will just be
stonefaced-
this is dreamwidth.
this is life review.
it wasnt that difficult.
just be yourself
and it will be alright.
i have no friends
but the sky is on my side.
after bella i didnt need anyone else.
and i become the sun and i become the sky.
i wanted to say to denise.
that if your friends treat you like shit.
why do you have them?
same with xhyljeta.
so. i never actually sleep.
i dont have a problem with that.
when you sleep you get mindcontrolled.
i guess i could make a movie about this.
at ultimate frequency
it happens automagically.
tori amos said long ago
to create my own reality
whatever they say
it doesnt have to be true.
you have to believe in yourself.
you still need to think about
how everyone treats you.
and with bitchute i learned
to think in 10 different
paralel reatlies to every opinion.
so bella leaving me was good.
we were always had mind control.
just believe in yourself
another of my children
are talking to me.
the spirits talking to you
might make you believe things
are horrible just because
you are yourself.
my mother told me long ago
i wont die.
you dont need drugs.
alcohol weed
i chose dip.
for everyone its different
right. im talking to joe madden II.
so its gonna be ok however you do it.
it might be lonely. just be yourself
and itll be alright.
if you have to fight to survive
and have no friends
iitll still be ok.
yes. after bella
i felt no need to create anymore.
and theres a beltom universe.
so whatever they try to control you with.
just be yourself.
follow some rules.
so. the nanochip made
my back get smaller.
by about 20 centimeters.
and i need the staffs
help to heal me up.
so. i sound like a loser.
failer. faker. sellout.
by i was so all over
the place.
right. feel like a loser.
on many levels.
liar. and i have to talk like this
infinitely.
its still sofia. tomas. emma.
many. i lost 2 chakras.
yes. when i still lived
with my family
it was fun to be buzzed out.
i have incredible challenges.
the time just stops.
and i have to figure out
how to make it
the clcokwork start again
right. i have no heart chakra
and no spine.
i get it.
i spawned for ½ year
as sofia.
she has always been with me.
it was fun when the sun went down
and i had to fight for survival.
where everything mattered
to the nth degree.
i dont like throwing things
ayway. but i still do.
if i get completely stonewalled.
i try to say something to someone
i liked. i will eventually spam
them beyond their degree
they will try to destroy me
but they cant.
i will get a lot of enemies
but it will still be alright.
so. it changed quickly.
yes. i sound like a loser?
right. i have no life chakra either.
