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Oct. 24th, 2024 01:19 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
vaaso. learbed a lot about deep data mining hell. im ok. its justdifferent. i believe in too many people. if things are useless its still possible to evolve, but if you have no outside influenence then youll justs repeat yurself. ao youre supposed to work for your money. and im ok. ill just write for awhile. i wondeered why miss mom said certain phrases or only some things at some times. but its ok. illl survive. its difficult but its ok. i can write for 5 hours or basically a long time. not haiving anxiety is problematic. but just be true to yourself and itll be alright. wake up. be for real. i evolved myself by writing. basically to tracey. and its still ok. tou xcan survive misery by just being yourself. that there are rules for things? how does it matter. dont sell out. for awhile i culd write in splitscreen. theyll never ruin me. its ok. whoever you are. its difficult but itll be ok. now i dont haveto struggle to survive so ill keep on writing. if you have voices in your head you can use neuroleptics. but its a diffireent world. its dificult. but it will work. so ill be blasted by demons instead of 100 spirit entities attacking me from every angle. so this isthe reason. right. keep your concentration. hthere are enemies in hell but evolving yourself through thinking still works. youll crystalize your mind. no matter what they do, be yourself. so as you can see i use. yeah. not allowed to say that. so ill check some vids, work out, and reflect on hthe hell ofthe world. if they say youre worthless you still arent. i finally connected to one of my fans back in the day. yes police mindconrtrol is toworks. but not for me. they can say youre worthless but you still have to struggle. it will be difficult. and yeah before i couldnt use. right. i dont care. ill be myself. seemingly no one cared about me but they still do. theyll say youre worth shit and youll never be alloewd to do anythng. juststonefaced. still . struggle. itll be alright.
so youre supposed to fight by working out? but writing works out your brain, you cant break me. ill try to check some music vids adnd get insane mindcontrol and theyll say im destryoing hte owlrd. but its not true. yeah when i was a junkie for awhile smileys work. but after bella thats gone. over time dip erodes your soul. but otherwise ill still .
right. no matter how much they try to mindcontrol me it wont work. no annunaki bullshit ddoesnt. you still need some input to write. but ill survive. so aquiring skills works but not aquiring knowledge? sure. so all those sellouts are actually mind ptorgrammed? what the point then? no they cant datamine me. teardrops are unique. they have a soul. youll know that.
so youre supposed to fight by working out? but writing works out your brain, you cant break me. ill try to check some music vids adnd get insane mindcontrol and theyll say im destryoing hte owlrd. but its not true. yeah when i was a junkie for awhile smileys work. but after bella thats gone. over time dip erodes your soul. but otherwise ill still .
right. no matter how much they try to mindcontrol me it wont work. no annunaki bullshit ddoesnt. you still need some input to write. but ill survive. so aquiring skills works but not aquiring knowledge? sure. so all those sellouts are actually mind ptorgrammed? what the point then? no they cant datamine me. teardrops are unique. they have a soul. youll know that.
