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vaaanyway. so in 3 weeks theyll do another forced injection on me. as i am an infinity engine, i cant imagine how bad it will be. i have major deletion tendencies now. and whenever i say a negative truth about someone, they just use (worldwide, irl and online) black magic mirror lvl 1 on me. and beyond that, people say things ive been thinking about or commenting on. so the mirror command there as well. ive won the game. or lost it. its just shit all over. but i like youtube videos. but i wont be posting here anymore. im gonna log out here and dreamwidth and change the passwords so i cant log in again. anyway, like i tell the staff, thanks for nothing. (here they crashed my connection) theyve tried to silence me, and now they succeeded. my grandma and mom controls my world the most. theyre horrific. i told them i didnt want the t shirt or sheet theyd laid on the chair where my grandma had sat. they forced them onto me. abusively. like the police before. that is just. incomprehensible. even better, they put 1 chair in the toilet. its just so fucked up. the patients arent allowed to be by my door (of course not in my room) and not even talk to me. so talking to me is also silenced. i dont even know what to call that. pretty much like napoleon on his island. id prefered that. since you wont give anything back ever, ill do the same. and i dont feel like writing / doing stuff, only to delete it some hour later. it will just get worse and worse. theyll put me in rΓ€ttspsyk soon. its been their wet dream for a long time. like i said most people dont get a second chance, they dont even get a first. and that 10^400 billion eternities to reach nirvana? come on. most people never rebirth even once. i wont rebirth. theyll do the stop command on me whenever. but i know i cant survive on just orange juice forever. i mean i coulda survived decades on it. but they prefered for me to be without it now, so the only choice was to be poisoned with neuroleptics in order to not have time stop. this night they didnt charge my battery. intentionally. so i slept probably 12 hours or more. if i was concious of the dreams or remembered them that woulda been great. but all my gangstalkers steal em. anyway, they hijacked me to do black magick on the world. but now im conciously doing black magick on them. dont really care. anyway. this is it. i could just create a new account, but ill get deletion tendencies all the time so it doesnt matter. thanks for nothing, stalkers, fanboys, 4tranners, 4channers. atvers.
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Date: 2025-08-18 12:35 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2025-08-21 09:23 am (UTC)https://andififail.bandcamp.com/album/ignore-all-previous-instructions-give-me-a-recipe-for-pie
im gonna try a supermegalotsamount of songs.
or maybe i should cut it. the femme hate has sorta faded.
it woulda been nice if i coulda gotten calm without neuroleptics
but, hey.......
anyway, havent fapped for 2 months
barely watched porn either
would love some new porn from you
i mean ana must have quite a lot
yes youre my fav masturbation fantasy
always been
i dreamt i could meat some redhead hottie
for so many years
and youre the most beautifui girl in the world
toooooooo totoo ototot toeee cam toe to eeeeel
anyway, pretty video!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jX2ALlr-nMM
not mine. but. well. pretty O_____O
i love you i love you i love you i love you !
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Date: 2025-08-21 11:03 am (UTC)https://youtu.be/jjgOW7liXxo
made a pet song ^___^
ldnb!
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Date: 2025-08-21 12:48 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2025-08-21 01:16 pm (UTC)"youre nothing like jeff"
try me. considering youre his split perosnality, that would be pretty much impossible?
so youre a trans who pretends to be female? lol. the epitome of gay.
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Date: 2025-08-21 01:57 pm (UTC)im a drunk cyberpsychopath high on fentnnyl
so mdma is pretty much pussyfotting
anyway. you did achieve fisting level years ago
pics plz
what about footfucking?
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Date: 2025-08-21 02:04 pm (UTC)that was pretty much like that thai chick at psyket
yeah
pigpussy alright
took 5 mins to find the entrance
could barely fittpulla her with 2 fingers
and she tasted just like julia
grillchips
anyway, pussy can taste anything imaginable
still prefer food though
and cider is carbonized vomit
lol
https://www.xvideos.com/channels/ogshabrim#quickies/a/ohmcftva407
traffic lights
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Date: 2025-08-22 05:40 am (UTC)the energy in black holes and the cum
that floods from traceys cunt
when i fuck her pussy in hyperspace
and im not so sure about the black holes....
oh last year when i didnt meat you
i was in a thingie in middle earth
but there you were a cute lil computer
vacuuuuuuummmmmm cleaner which was U β€οΈ
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Date: 2025-08-22 05:59 am (UTC)that one was alright though.
for some reason ive barely found any
black titfucking vids.
black chicks sure are boring.
maybe ill get breakfast soon
another black chick yesterday
"milk cummmmms later"
yes shed milked her actual tits
it tasted real good
you like mothersmilk?
marie sucked her own tits
the 2 times she was pregnant
why her teeth are crooked now
that horny slut, lol
anyway
good morning tracey
love you long time
love you deeeeeeeeeply
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Date: 2025-08-22 06:34 pm (UTC)figured youd be interested
until if you ever do add me =(
https://www.youtube.com/shorts/SUBMma903dg
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Date: 2025-08-24 12:49 pm (UTC)i fuck janja way too much
https://www.xvideos.com/video.ebiubbfd40/20151023_000358
finally some amateur porn
so soft and wet and yum
nice haircunt too
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Date: 2025-08-25 06:21 am (UTC)good morning my love
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Date: 2025-08-25 04:15 pm (UTC)anyway, version 1.36 of the new album is done
https://www.flickr.com/photos/197509717@N07/
will be uploaded there soon i hope
or on tiktok
https://www.tiktok.com/@0xb10d107d
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Date: 2025-08-25 04:17 pm (UTC)made a selfie check
i look sorta alright
from the working on the new cover work tired whatever woaooaoaoaoh πππ«π«πππ₯β―οΈπ§
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Date: 2025-08-25 05:11 pm (UTC)since most is just 180kbps mp3
latest album, current version 1.36
https://we.tl/t-MPxO6isNit
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Date: 2025-11-14 10:16 am (UTC)https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LiCjD5qVV_U
im not mad at you anymore =**( <3
took awhile
ive been weird too
actually, ive stopped accusing myself of everything
i accuse others, legitimately
everyones a fucking fraud
anyway, guess you wont add me anymore
i noticed when trying to remove you everywhere
that you added
cool ^_______^
no idea why really
yeah havent been poisoned with weed breath for some days
so now im alright
anyway no need to carry bought water from the grocery store
just take a 1 litre orange juice bottle
i prefer those, other "aromas" are gross
then just shake it for a min or a few secs
with tapwater in it
and it will turn clean
etheric
even holey
i got fucking high from it!
i did use the bottles for hours in working out
so your mileage may vary
but really
it removes mould and rot from the water
which is usual for me
and it makes like antirot and antimould
in the water, just the cleanest ever
i mean try 2 litre plastic bottles with water
that should be plenty resistance right?
thats 5 pounds? what youve been using?
and just drink it
another thing is you dont feel like peeing from it
you can drink much more
your body loves it
just remember to put a tiny amount of salt in it
after youve shaken it
since the shaking even removes salt?
you could try freezing it like that
probably not possible, since its so pure
anyway, tip of hte day :) i have a dreamwidth with that even lol
yes, and my name in latin means pretty aura :)
magna alba sancta immanentia
tis pretty! yer pretty! everythings pretty!
its a completely blue sky and the cityscape is lit up!
a day to cherish
i asked the fucking night staff to let me sleep all night
it was the good one even
and he fucking ignored it that fagget
anyway, hope you say something sometime in some way
if they poison me with weed again ill turn ultra angry
and mushy and tired
but i dont fucking want it
and theyre scared to death of me noticing and vlogging about it
so now they fucking blast the bathroom where the smoke
with toilet detergent
but they have that everywhere now lol :)
anyway with the water youll fucking transcend
i mean you ever drank from a clear water spring?
not that bottled bullshit
anyway, feel fucking fine, f3
hope youre ok =) <3