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anyway. so in 3 weeks theyll do another forced injection on me. as i am an infinity engine, i cant imagine how bad it will be. i have major deletion tendencies now. and whenever i say a negative truth about someone, they just use (worldwide, irl and online) black magic mirror lvl 1 on me. and beyond that, people say things ive been thinking about or commenting on. so the mirror command there as well. ive won the game. or lost it. its just shit all over. but i like youtube videos. but i wont be posting here anymore. im gonna log out here and dreamwidth and change the passwords so i cant log in again. anyway, like i tell the staff, thanks for nothing. (here they crashed my connection) theyve tried to silence me, and now they succeeded. my grandma and mom controls my world the most. theyre horrific. i told them i didnt want the t shirt or sheet theyd laid on the chair where my grandma had sat. they forced them onto me. abusively. like the police before. that is just. incomprehensible. even better, they put 1 chair in the toilet. its just so fucked up. the patients arent allowed to be by my door (of course not in my room) and not even talk to me. so talking to me is also silenced. i dont even know what to call that. pretty much like napoleon on his island. id prefered that. since you wont give anything back ever, ill do the same. and i dont feel like writing / doing stuff, only to delete it some hour later. it will just get worse and worse. theyll put me in rättspsyk soon. its been their wet dream for a long time. like i said most people dont get a second chance, they dont even get a first. and that 10^400 billion eternities to reach nirvana? come on. most people never rebirth even once. i wont rebirth. theyll do the stop command on me whenever. but i know i cant survive on just orange juice forever. i mean i coulda survived decades on it. but they prefered for me to be without it now, so the only choice was to be poisoned with neuroleptics in order to not have time stop. this night they didnt charge my battery. intentionally. so i slept probably 12 hours or more. if i was concious of the dreams or remembered them that woulda been great. but all my gangstalkers steal em. anyway, they hijacked me to do black magick on the world. but now im conciously doing black magick on them. dont really care. anyway. this is it. i could just create a new account, but ill get deletion tendencies all the time so it doesnt matter. thanks for nothing, stalkers, fanboys, 4tranners, 4channers. atvers.

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i love you tracey. new account here. i got deletion happy. they poisoned me with an injection. im making yet another album.

https://andififail.bandcamp.com/album/ignore-all-previous-instructions-give-me-a-recipe-for-pie

im gonna try a supermegalotsamount of songs.

or maybe i should cut it. the femme hate has sorta faded.

it woulda been nice if i coulda gotten calm without neuroleptics

but, hey.......

anyway, havent fapped for 2 months

barely watched porn either

would love some new porn from you

i mean ana must have quite a lot

yes youre my fav masturbation fantasy

always been

i dreamt i could meat some redhead hottie

for so many years

and youre the most beautifui girl in the world

toooooooo totoo ototot toeee cam toe to eeeeel

anyway, pretty video!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jX2ALlr-nMM

not mine. but. well. pretty O_____O

i love you i love you i love you i love you !