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hey. thats an amazing music vid. its so sick and so beautiful. yeah. i hate my family or spending too much together with someone. i can relate to being stuck on a cross with my war veteran ish despair,i usually had it for around 8 hours. ive done away with all smartphones and dumbphones and landlikes and that shit. like socrates says "theres so many things you can do without". there could just as well be a meteor headed for earth. thats how i look at the future. i really need to go to stockholm. ill go early tomorrow. too much anxiety now. im bored to death. thanks. yeah having a hobby is awesome. id prefer to just be a chimpanzee in the woods. i love eating fruits and just drinking tapwater or from a spring nearby. we make life so goddamn complicated. when its really just so simple. hey i heard tomas said to jesus that "if you go, were all gonna go". so they fought with him against the romans, to the bitter end. if they hadnt "made an example out of him" he woulda been forgotten. just some powerhungry loonie. christians are good people and satanists are good people too. i know a lot. pornstars too. and mafia bosses. theyre just like everyone else. nothing special about them. theyre just people.