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hey new photoshop at the top! ^___^ it drains me so much to photoshop. i prefer just writing. but i made myself pretty! and i took care even more of my home. or, er.. i washed all my dip pucks.

as einstein says:

"thinking for its

own sake, as in music!

sometimes i try to solve

known mathematic problems

just to entertain my mind"

1) re-installed windows 10

2) tip of the day: if your computer is slow, touch (even hold) metal. im not sure the specifics of this. but i remember at the greys, a dude said "computer, activate me". if i hadnt figured this out, the progress meter would have been at 99% forever.

3) i forgot ^_____^ ....... =( ^______^

4) bought real groceries. lots of fibre oatmeal and wholegrain rice. also some ingredients for mincemeatsoup (köttfärssås) but i forgot the onions. have 240kr left though.

5) bought 5 packs (50 in total) cigarillos at the commuter quick-e-mart. they didnt have more. the latina who always used to be happy is there, now shes fiesty instead. i try everything to make her laugh, but shes just a straight mouth line >>> =|

6) if your wifi doesnt work, try going outside. it will load up on ether. to get a connection at first, its good to do this wherever. your wifi card gets "charged" with the frequency of the wifi you want

7) i remember 2 years ago we had a "virus infected wifi". i did NOT (sure! =) connect to it.

8) i threw away the gimpy IKEA desk as i didnt want it falling apart and busting my knees or whatever. also threw out the armchair. it was so broken it was silly, i almost sat at the floor! O_o

9) i tidy up my apartment, and i think ill shave (my hair) almost every day. flesh 1/3 long 1/3 halflong (looks japanese?) 1/3. i only shave back and left. if i shave right it looks like i got a toupee lol. lesse if i can reinstall krita and manip the pic some. this webcam is soooooo good though so its barely needed. seriously it photos as a... well, really expensive camera. it can still photos auras (blue or red in my world, although i saw a grey as green, her whole body was that, it was cool! ^___^ they take lithium so they can think of a lot of things, theyre cool, anyway) if i use OBS studio. i can also photo in full hd (1920x1080) innit. the preinstalled "camera" app only does 1½ megapixels

10) omg im so logical!

11) i get punished by it being cold outside when i eat healthy. kings are supposed to eat buffets. ive never really liked them though

"jag tar ½ potatis på den rikaste buffén, jag vet inte varför, jag ville bara inte ha"

lars winnerbäck, hosianna album, dunno track, he was on the british isles and recorded there too i think. heh as fireyellow hair and.... lots of people have fireyellow hair there. seeking roots. awesome! ^___^

"i take ½ potatoe on the most luxurious buffet, i dunno how it could happen, i just couldnt stomache anything"

12) i was thinking of going the junkfood route again, as the weather girl said "omg in 2 days its gonna be 20 degrees warmer!" wishful thinking. then i remembered that i get more despair from junkfood.

"this is the point from which i can never return, and if i back down now then forever ill burn"

- immortal technique, 'point of no return'

13) since i smoke i get angry every now and then. so traveling is a big no no. only the greys and the junkies here can handle me. i need to keep on my toes.

14) i bought some light syrup. better than sugar, and sweeter, you dont overdo it.

15) i can change easily. sometimes. at least.

16) i write this for you tracey. you wont add me on livejournal and thats ok. i get pissed but hey. im also complicated. no one can tell what poem art or music ill do next right? oh, the dream knows. well. whatever! ^___^

17) when i still had the armchair and stopped eating junkfood, my body weighted less even if the kilos were the same. how do i know? the holes / damages i left on the floor from the armchairs gimpiness disappeared.

i tried to look this up before. everyone agreed that you dont weigh more in water if you strain your muscles. as for not eating sugar and not feeling as heavy. hmm?

18) a dude recommended i get those plastic shoes. i have no idea where ill find them. ill try to ask miss economy. i dont want CROCS as theyre too hard. the lower quality the better! ^___^

19) 2 people complimented my hairstyle, eventhough i didnt have it uppsatt, in a hairdo. it was cool. then mr egypt talked to me some. i havent talked to him since i moved here almost. hes tough as they come, but a good heart. he saved my life in court basically, he apointed a REAL good lawyer. top of the line. the lawyer said "you can prepare for a long sentence" and i was just like "DONT CARE" ^___^ anyway i have a karmic debt of 300 000. its www. in roman numerals W is 100k i guess? so if youve sinned on the internet, you get a karmic debt of 300 000. makes sense to me.

as generation X, as x means 10000 in old numbers, you get a debt of 10k. i payed this for bella, so one night she wouldnt have nightmares <3 =)

20) omg so logical! ^______^

21) the song

https://mictlan.bandcamp.com/track/free-dl-point-of-no-return-r-a-w-hardcore-jungle-remix

as i love drum and bass this is real cool. its slow drum and bass and real... uhm... fleshy? raw? as he calls himself. i think?

22) accidentally bought whole balls of white pepper. i dont like white pepper. it tasted like dirty old man? i should get used to it.... =( i prefer black pepper or green. green is real tasty! ^___^ black pepper tastes creamy actually if you break through the spiciness.

23) hey i have a bunch of spices now. have to figure out cheap and nutricous dishes. right, porkchopfilé

24) eventhough bella only weighted 45kg before, she still crushed me when she laid on top or was riding me. maybe just a stereotype but women have a lot around the but and hips and stomache. women look most beautiful naked. even if theyve got a straight figure, in bed their middle section looks bigger. julia was beautiful, bella was beautiful. only people ive slept with so dunno about the rest.

if i was gonna sleep with a guy, id need viagra. lots of things have to play in directly. or im just a straight guy who looks bumping butts.

25) alexrainbird. real comfy indie. im happy that weird handyman ruined my affection for drum and bass.


26) a new week. awesome! ^___^

27) root veggies actually last longer at room temperature. i remember at home or even other places, carrots smell like gasoline (for real!) after just a few days. freshness is a hoax.

28) a handyman was here and gave me a new bathroom cabinet with mirror. i used that to cut my hair. its not perfect but its ok. i should get one of those high quality cutters from teknikmagazinet. or maybe the hairdresser in tumba will accept me now that my hair looks like a mess ^___^

miss mom once cut my hair so it looked like a crooked mushroom. gee thanks a lot, ass.

29) IM GONNA PLAY SOME MIRAGE.

30) k. photoshopped 1 pic. i have 3 i wanna. since the lightness is so low so no one would probably see what it is. i like em that way. but hey...

31) i should find a hdr video app. dunno if on exists for real. would be neat. since this cam is fab i could make incredible pics then. i assume not so though. the jpg compression butchered the above orig pic. sigh...

32) ate an eco kiwi. a kiwi a week stops you from being weak! ^___^ i heard its like 20x the c-vitamin of oranges. and kiwi is really more tasty than oranges. and i love oranges to death....

i remember mr neighbour (this was more than 2 decades ago) teased me once about "you eat in a second but you take sooooooooooooooo much time pullint oranges"

well. its an art. like this native alaskan woman said with "doing fish". theres so much love in pealing oranges =*)

33) my world changes all the time. like bella once said "you are the best out of LSD" "du är det bästa från LSD" <3 =*) no ive never taken acid. im this natural. natural high. my dad was straight edge until i was born. and my mom was a flower hippie! she loves her flowers, she doesnt have a garden anymore, but it was real pretty for so long. and its good exercise pulling weeds!

34) there is a mosaic program (andrea mosaic) which can take video stills and make a mosaic. i should nag him about making it hdr compatible but i dont think so

35) history repeats itself. i told miss norway to eat eggs because she has protein deficiency why shes so tired all the time. she did NOT give a shit. as always. sigh... i miss mister felix! =(

36) this dip tastes like nothing. ive tried real strong this past week so hey. shoulda bought a package of saffron and mixed in directly. its only 25 krona. a half litre icecream costs more!

37) home made icecream? hmm. i remember it being really complicated when we bought a cheap machine. i dont think we succeeded like ever. you were supposed to freeze the lower part then put ingredients in and let it wobble around. but the turners broke before that time =(

38) they say icecream is from sicily. they went up on the volcano where its colder, grabbed some ice, then went down and mixed in cream. or. er. went to the top and put some cream there, before going to sleep, then icecream!

39) sicily rocks because bloodoranges (omg tasty! like raspberry!) grow there. and like some purple veggie dunno name. it grows in a fibonacci sequency. like a conch. pretty!

40) sicily rocks because bella is from there. so there. ^______^

41) new week full of promises. will i go to town at all?

42) right, i went to town without a jacket. fucking hate em. if i use dresses no one ever talks to me. if i use panty pant pants someone cares sometimes. its just a fucking dress! get over yourselves! =(

43) my hair is preeeeettyy! maybe =(

44) turn that frown upside down! (=

45) i could write a lot. yes i could. took a smoke since the anxiety was ramping.

46) its ramping again. this sucks! although despair is ok if i eat healthy, it doesn go rampant unless

a) my feet get cold. no sloshy weather thankyouverymuch

b) miss mom visits. which she wont. anymore. hopefully. or she can hand me some gifts

c) send new drawings to miss mom. right. pics! ^___^

d) do not send to bella because shit hits the fan then :(



omg html! oldskool! ^______^

so dreamwidth got hacked when i wasnt here for 1½ days. mr hacker loves attacking when i least expect it. thats how they do it. and i do it. brott och straff. crime and punishment. i guess. well. whatever. the site is here so far. else i use livejournal or a plethora of other sites.

"dance while you may!"

"(keep on dancing til) the world ends)" - britney spears (its actually a good song!) / noah23 sampled 10 year anniversary (wait, the record wasnt released a decade ago?? O_o)

britney https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qzU9OrZlKb8

noah23 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EQPnTFBhT1o

should update in swedish on blogspot ^_____^

omg!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qG2JD19M3d0

new miley cyrus paino pertty anime otaku gal cool awesomness! major awesome missssssssssssspellings there =( ^__^

ok its not amazing but shes got a really good camera. and shes got elfears so there.

it might be good. like celine dion. just higher frequency. must been lots of work.

aa) brb! ^_____^ MIIIIIiiiiiraaaggggGGEeee! ^__________^

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