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vaaer. so. the psychiatric system doubled my neuroleptic injection dose. now i have too much despair to even listen to music. they did this because i didnt complain, i merely stated that i was healthy now. they dont want that. the greys dont want to be photod or sound recorded, why is that?
right. like a meme on facebook said, "aliens are demons". thats it. nothing more to it.
they are the illuminati. they thrive on bloodshed and falseness. ive only met 1 person ever who used the word" lie". the rest are liars. or alcoholics. same shit. or christians. same shit. everyone finds their faith through alcohol. but they are praying to a demonic spirit. thats what alcohols old name is. "spirit". as anti-kali is ruling earth its only logical.
people care more about sex and keeping up apperances than they do with caring about eachother and things that matter.
the world is coming to an end. theyre doing everything to ruin it. to ruin me.
"you were the wisest". yeah, then erika made me start smoking and all that. ive never met nor talked to bellas sister (aka daughter). its all a lie. i wont talk about her anyway, since i met someone else, who was worse, with the same name.
everythings a trap. a cage. a soul cage. tracey youll manage fine. since youre an incurable alcoholic freak. they like scorpios. since all they do is lie and lie with others and lie about lying with others and lie lie a lot and only think of sex or ways to punish people. libra are worse obviously. since they think everything they do is for the betterment of others. to "teach" them a lesson. so however fucked up they are they are obviously neutral/lawful/good. fuck off.
great. my body is shaking. baelie did this to me. she tried to log into mirage classic online to ruin my life even more. er. since i commented on her blogg ("g2g") which was bad, since she prefers being bitter over useless shit. thats how alcoholics work. since alcohol is bitter.
cigarillos are good for you but they arent. you dont smell like smokers 80 ingredient including rocketfuel cigareettes. so everyone is mean to me. meaner than when i didnt smoke. woah. weird.
anyway. its all shit and thats all there is to it.
agenda 2030 is now agenda2032. CBDC will come to sweden first. its in shanghai obviosuly since they wanted to vote against the dictator. and then china since italians like cheap useless plastic shit.
and soon sweden. awwwwwwww!
anyway i cant even go to the mall without getting despair.
they greys can give you despair with their mere precense. a single word or two can get you angry.
and anger, talking against someone, that is, not licking upwards and kicking downwards, isnt allowed.
la di da. could post this on mellan raderna but i get 0 likes 0 comments since i made that BIRA song, which made hte creater of the group add me as friendly friend friend.
i wont get plastic shoes since theyre removed everywhere.
this is my reality. made by sara(TM). that false little cunt.
anyway i talked shit about mr felipe. so he made me take cocaine. i get how it works. suck up, kick down. the only way to go. and take shitloads of cocaine. and all those drugs. then youre one of "them". otherwise youre a freak, a beast, a monster. and tracey doesnt give a shit about adding me, since im not as perverted as she wants me to be.
she obviously gets a red scare from 1 single swedish word. since communists are bad. and all commies are russians and russians are bad.
white privilege doesnt exist. they created "europe" by dropping off a bunch of albinos to see what would happen.
masons are merely survivors during the ice ages. they ate human flesh. quite simple. since food was scarce. everything was dead. in hiding. dangerous. so they ate humans. lots of parts to eat. nails. etc. i did a study on this before. whatever. go to svenskadikter.com/sofia and youll find it if you can bother.
so baes real last name is thompson. woah weird totally for real not a trap oh no.
i have the heater on, and the a/c. still even if i have my door shut for days it doesnt get warm. they only put heat on if its -20 and usually not even then. the world is fucked up and thats all there is to it.
i dont write poetry anymore. thats what smoking does to you. i used to tidy up my apartment but thats over and done with.
when they forced me to go to the greys place i felt the need for sugar again. its all in their plan. had some despair, got hungry for sugar. they can program you with neuroleptics. so getting the nanochip wasnt much different. miss mom has never complained about the psychiatric system. hmm. wonder why.
she said once so god (ie alcoholic antichrist demonspawn freaks) would forgive and understand her that "are you trying to make tomas kill himself again". awww how cute.
humans are alcoholics. thats all there is to it.
i take cigarillos now and eat healthy so i get punished with more neuroleptics. makes sense.
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i wouldnt have been able to write this if i wasnt at this psychiatric housing. id first get extreme paranoia which would quickly shift to despair for 8 hours or more and then soon enough the greys would pick me up to teach me things.
except since i took coke they are below my level.
theres nothing new to learn.
hey at least i dont get beaten to a pulp or raped all the time.
("there is time for that") a demon by my shoulder says.
awesome.
right. like a meme on facebook said, "aliens are demons". thats it. nothing more to it.
they are the illuminati. they thrive on bloodshed and falseness. ive only met 1 person ever who used the word" lie". the rest are liars. or alcoholics. same shit. or christians. same shit. everyone finds their faith through alcohol. but they are praying to a demonic spirit. thats what alcohols old name is. "spirit". as anti-kali is ruling earth its only logical.
people care more about sex and keeping up apperances than they do with caring about eachother and things that matter.
the world is coming to an end. theyre doing everything to ruin it. to ruin me.
"you were the wisest". yeah, then erika made me start smoking and all that. ive never met nor talked to bellas sister (aka daughter). its all a lie. i wont talk about her anyway, since i met someone else, who was worse, with the same name.
everythings a trap. a cage. a soul cage. tracey youll manage fine. since youre an incurable alcoholic freak. they like scorpios. since all they do is lie and lie with others and lie about lying with others and lie lie a lot and only think of sex or ways to punish people. libra are worse obviously. since they think everything they do is for the betterment of others. to "teach" them a lesson. so however fucked up they are they are obviously neutral/lawful/good. fuck off.
great. my body is shaking. baelie did this to me. she tried to log into mirage classic online to ruin my life even more. er. since i commented on her blogg ("g2g") which was bad, since she prefers being bitter over useless shit. thats how alcoholics work. since alcohol is bitter.
cigarillos are good for you but they arent. you dont smell like smokers 80 ingredient including rocketfuel cigareettes. so everyone is mean to me. meaner than when i didnt smoke. woah. weird.
anyway. its all shit and thats all there is to it.
agenda 2030 is now agenda2032. CBDC will come to sweden first. its in shanghai obviosuly since they wanted to vote against the dictator. and then china since italians like cheap useless plastic shit.
and soon sweden. awwwwwwww!
anyway i cant even go to the mall without getting despair.
they greys can give you despair with their mere precense. a single word or two can get you angry.
and anger, talking against someone, that is, not licking upwards and kicking downwards, isnt allowed.
la di da. could post this on mellan raderna but i get 0 likes 0 comments since i made that BIRA song, which made hte creater of the group add me as friendly friend friend.
i wont get plastic shoes since theyre removed everywhere.
this is my reality. made by sara(TM). that false little cunt.
anyway i talked shit about mr felipe. so he made me take cocaine. i get how it works. suck up, kick down. the only way to go. and take shitloads of cocaine. and all those drugs. then youre one of "them". otherwise youre a freak, a beast, a monster. and tracey doesnt give a shit about adding me, since im not as perverted as she wants me to be.
she obviously gets a red scare from 1 single swedish word. since communists are bad. and all commies are russians and russians are bad.
white privilege doesnt exist. they created "europe" by dropping off a bunch of albinos to see what would happen.
masons are merely survivors during the ice ages. they ate human flesh. quite simple. since food was scarce. everything was dead. in hiding. dangerous. so they ate humans. lots of parts to eat. nails. etc. i did a study on this before. whatever. go to svenskadikter.com/sofia and youll find it if you can bother.
so baes real last name is thompson. woah weird totally for real not a trap oh no.
i have the heater on, and the a/c. still even if i have my door shut for days it doesnt get warm. they only put heat on if its -20 and usually not even then. the world is fucked up and thats all there is to it.
i dont write poetry anymore. thats what smoking does to you. i used to tidy up my apartment but thats over and done with.
when they forced me to go to the greys place i felt the need for sugar again. its all in their plan. had some despair, got hungry for sugar. they can program you with neuroleptics. so getting the nanochip wasnt much different. miss mom has never complained about the psychiatric system. hmm. wonder why.
she said once so god (ie alcoholic antichrist demonspawn freaks) would forgive and understand her that "are you trying to make tomas kill himself again". awww how cute.
humans are alcoholics. thats all there is to it.
i take cigarillos now and eat healthy so i get punished with more neuroleptics. makes sense.
aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons aliens are demons
i wouldnt have been able to write this if i wasnt at this psychiatric housing. id first get extreme paranoia which would quickly shift to despair for 8 hours or more and then soon enough the greys would pick me up to teach me things.
except since i took coke they are below my level.
theres nothing new to learn.
hey at least i dont get beaten to a pulp or raped all the time.
("there is time for that") a demon by my shoulder says.
awesome.
